I apologize for bringing up such dark subjects lately, but since I'm a Scorpio it is pretty much my area of interest.
Now, since lately I noticed some incredible synchronicity. I started to feel patterns that emerged from my intuition. For personal reasons I cannot go into much detail about the things that seem to synchronize, but I do like to say something about this.
The thing is, I sense that I am going to die. As explained in another thread, I even picked the date in my mind. Why? I do not know, but I found out later that there was a reason for it. I started pondering and did a previous life hypnosis. This gave me much insight.
It turns out that it has to do with my previous life, or incarnation. The date I felt I was going to die, lines up exactly with the birthdate and deathdate of a certain a person (sorry cannot say who it is, you would not know her personally anyway). In synchronistic patterns, my birth date is exactly 15 years after that person died. 2013 will be 51 years from when that person died. In 2013 I will be the exact same age as that person who died. And as I found out later, I was planning the same method of exiting this life. There are far more synchronicities, but I cannot say them.
Another important pint: Even the day and hour that person died is synchronistic. I plotted my date and time of death (which I felt) and it turns out that the chart that I got gave me shivers! MC and IC are dead vertical unto the second! 10 seconds later and it would be somewhat skewed, Now: Pluto conjuncts IC exactly on that date. I read that the IC can predict death. With Pluto sitting exactly there, it's really mind blowing.
It's important to understand that I had no foreknowledge about this person. My intuition told me that I will/must die on that date.
Now I understand any worries about what I just said, but what if this the course of things? what if this has to happen? Somehow I also feel that it is my time. So many things align, so many things synchronize. And actually, I already accepted my fate. I strongly feel that this has to happen. And to be honest: it feels freeing, I know how silly that sounds, but I am not afraid: I know my destiny...
Now the question is: If I incarnated here from a previous life, and will die the same way on the same date, same time with the same method, maybe this is my chance NOT to do it! I feel my lesson here is obvious to me. Much of her life was similar to mine, I ended it in a previous life but I came back. And again I am on this crossroad.
Any thoughts, ideas? love to hear them!
Now, since lately I noticed some incredible synchronicity. I started to feel patterns that emerged from my intuition. For personal reasons I cannot go into much detail about the things that seem to synchronize, but I do like to say something about this.
The thing is, I sense that I am going to die. As explained in another thread, I even picked the date in my mind. Why? I do not know, but I found out later that there was a reason for it. I started pondering and did a previous life hypnosis. This gave me much insight.
It turns out that it has to do with my previous life, or incarnation. The date I felt I was going to die, lines up exactly with the birthdate and deathdate of a certain a person (sorry cannot say who it is, you would not know her personally anyway). In synchronistic patterns, my birth date is exactly 15 years after that person died. 2013 will be 51 years from when that person died. In 2013 I will be the exact same age as that person who died. And as I found out later, I was planning the same method of exiting this life. There are far more synchronicities, but I cannot say them.
Another important pint: Even the day and hour that person died is synchronistic. I plotted my date and time of death (which I felt) and it turns out that the chart that I got gave me shivers! MC and IC are dead vertical unto the second! 10 seconds later and it would be somewhat skewed, Now: Pluto conjuncts IC exactly on that date. I read that the IC can predict death. With Pluto sitting exactly there, it's really mind blowing.
It's important to understand that I had no foreknowledge about this person. My intuition told me that I will/must die on that date.
Now I understand any worries about what I just said, but what if this the course of things? what if this has to happen? Somehow I also feel that it is my time. So many things align, so many things synchronize. And actually, I already accepted my fate. I strongly feel that this has to happen. And to be honest: it feels freeing, I know how silly that sounds, but I am not afraid: I know my destiny...
Now the question is: If I incarnated here from a previous life, and will die the same way on the same date, same time with the same method, maybe this is my chance NOT to do it! I feel my lesson here is obvious to me. Much of her life was similar to mine, I ended it in a previous life but I came back. And again I am on this crossroad.
Any thoughts, ideas? love to hear them!