Pluto's tidal wave. help amd advice?

My Pluto is progressed to the first house in Scorpio. It is squaring both my sun and mars, both of which have progressed into Pisces. I feel emotionally overwhelmed. Occasionally, I have a sense of strong creative energy but for the most part I don't know what to do with myself, where to put my feelings. I've always loved to paint and collage but lately I've been craving expression that requires more out of me physically. I dream of dancing and maybe even blacksmithing, but I don't have the skills to do either of these things (yet). I hope to learn a new artistic profession that will help me to release some of what's pent up inside. Any advice or experience with these aspects/configurations would be greatly appreciated.