I have noticed I have a bit of a peculiar position of the north node. It is right on my descendant in taurus. I have noticed even with the south node on my ascendant it is more meaningful than originally thought. Some people say that south node conjunct ascendant makes someone a bit "unpopular". Now I wonder what does the taurus north node conjunct descendant mean? Would it mean to attract partners who are providers in some way or would I be the provider since the node is on there?