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<blockquote data-quote="duenderoja" data-source="post: 691151" data-attributes="member: 29967"><p>I have already dealt with those demons. I had an attachment disorder, and I would feel easily rejected by people for no reason at all. I no longer feel these things or struggle with these issues.</p><p></p><p>My problems are new. It has to do with my belief that I will be with a certain man. I have this indestructible belief that we will be together, and part of me is insisting that this is impossible. I look at the part of me that has this belief as insane, and I do my best to quash it.</p><p></p><p>He has already rejected me, and he has another girlfriend. But I look at my palm, and my second marriage line which has changed during our interactions, also has a small line above it showing that he will have another relationship. So all this does is bolster the insane thoughts.</p><p></p><p>So this part of me that believes that he will magically come back after being prodded by God, is what I am fighting with. I try to write journal entries that completely tear myself down and call myself psychotic. I try to write journal entries that point out that it can never happen. I try to believe these things. But I always fail. </p><p></p><p>I know that they say that you create your circumstances with your thoughts. And it has been true for me. But it is crazy to think I could change a man's mind with my thoughts alone. This is why I am angry with myself.</p><p></p><p>Sigh.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="duenderoja, post: 691151, member: 29967"] I have already dealt with those demons. I had an attachment disorder, and I would feel easily rejected by people for no reason at all. I no longer feel these things or struggle with these issues. My problems are new. It has to do with my belief that I will be with a certain man. I have this indestructible belief that we will be together, and part of me is insisting that this is impossible. I look at the part of me that has this belief as insane, and I do my best to quash it. He has already rejected me, and he has another girlfriend. But I look at my palm, and my second marriage line which has changed during our interactions, also has a small line above it showing that he will have another relationship. So all this does is bolster the insane thoughts. So this part of me that believes that he will magically come back after being prodded by God, is what I am fighting with. I try to write journal entries that completely tear myself down and call myself psychotic. I try to write journal entries that point out that it can never happen. I try to believe these things. But I always fail. I know that they say that you create your circumstances with your thoughts. And it has been true for me. But it is crazy to think I could change a man's mind with my thoughts alone. This is why I am angry with myself. Sigh. [/QUOTE]
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