SuiGeneres
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Hello everybody.
I am new to this forum and I hope it's ok that this is my first post.
I took some astrology classes myself and someone asked about disorders in natal charts and wheather one can spot disorders in a natal chart.
My teacher answered that it's something you'd usually won't tell your client.
You can't quite 100% spot a disorder and claim:
"Yeah. These aspects...totally means this-and-that disorders!".
Won't work. There is nothing that will always hint at a certain disorder in natal charts. It's not like there is a pattern that will mean that in every natal chart.
BUT she said that if a disorder is diagnosed then you can look at the chart and you will mostly likely see it and where it stems from.
Thing is: A good astrologer would never claim that the client is prone to certain disorders but if a client likes to talk about his life and actually is the one who will talk about it and if it really is a psychologically diagnosed disorder THEN the astrologer can tell you where in the chart it manifests and can maybe even give *possible* solutions.
(It's all about possibilities. I know: Everyone is responsible for herself/himself. Yes.)
So I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and no it's not like I try to victimize and excuse myself but I'm glad that certain difficulties in life finally have a name and yes I embrace it because it belongs "to me" and I enjoy discovering and exploring myself and my feelings and I am NOT afraid to talk about it.
I have longer depressive episodes since I'm a child and what I'll do in these episodes is basically isolating myself and avoiding social situations.
I hide myself behind the PC screen and I am overeating.
I tend to have low self-esteem during those episodes and I personally suffer from overeating and constant weight gain in these times but I am not overweight or big by any means.
I'm a girl with a normal weight and "some curves" (and skinny fat). I am just not athletic or muscular because I really dislike sports...however I feel incredibly fat and unattractive during these times because I am not super skinny.
I'm a vegan (And yes, I am exactly the kind of vegan activist you won't like^^ ) and I know a lot about healthy food and I own a nutritian degree because food means a lot to me. And I really like healthy food.
But there are times when I am deliberately picking the most unhealthy items (albeit vegan but still sugary and fat processed food) for the sake of it and I tend to overeat.
However...there are times when I go crazy and just decide that I have gotten "too big" and I am eating very very healthy and raw vegan.
Not even wheat or rice and not even sugar or salt.
And then there are times when I am fasting as in detox juice fasting and I am doing that for four weeks minimum.
Most of the times six weeks. Yes, you've heard me: Drinking nothing but juices for six weeks. I sometimes even forget the juices and then i drink nothing but water and teas.
I already did it for eight weeks. No solid food for eight weeks in a row without any cheating. Needless to say I am getting skinny fast.
I already was quite underweight one time and I still felt way too fat then.
It gave other people some anorexic-y vibes.
However one day I just thought: Yeah, ***** it, I will just eat what I like.
(always vegan but still...)
And I ballooned back. I am constantly shifting between overeating and starving myself with sometimes some "healthy food meals" times in between.
But the food thing shouldn't be the main focus, sry.
I have terrible moodswings. Sometimes I avoid people and sometime I can be VERY social and talkactive.
I'm an extrovert but sometimes I'm just bitter and cynical about people.
Sometimes I don't really want intimacy because I feel too ugly/"fat" and sometimes I am crazy about sex (Don't want to get too personal but I enjoy things that are "out of the norm" or viewed as "extreme" by some people).
I never was a person to do drugs simply because I grew up in a "sheltered home" and because I was more of the "nerd" with few to no friends.
I am 30 now and I just recently experimented with something like two times. No big deal.
To be honest I enjoyed it quite a lot and when I am completely honest with myself I know that I should take care because things might go out of hand.
I somehow know that I am the person who tends to take "too much" of a thing if I really like it.
Didn't even mention a few other problems for example how I am not too good with money.
Sooo...basically: While I was reflecting myself and my behaviour...know what immediatly came to my mind?
Jupiter in Taurus (second house, also my sun sign^^) and the opposition to Pluto in Scorpio (8th house).
To me that's basically my bipolar and my problem with controlling thing.
The problem with my lust/greed/hunger for things (not only food. Also sex, drugs, money, fame, destruction...) and not being able to curb my cravings and to set limits.
Also my faszination with everything self-destructive, taboo and dark.
Maybe my Moon in Pisces also plays a part in here. Not to sure about that.
What are your thoughts?
Thank you very much.
I am new to this forum and I hope it's ok that this is my first post.
I took some astrology classes myself and someone asked about disorders in natal charts and wheather one can spot disorders in a natal chart.
My teacher answered that it's something you'd usually won't tell your client.
You can't quite 100% spot a disorder and claim:
"Yeah. These aspects...totally means this-and-that disorders!".
Won't work. There is nothing that will always hint at a certain disorder in natal charts. It's not like there is a pattern that will mean that in every natal chart.
BUT she said that if a disorder is diagnosed then you can look at the chart and you will mostly likely see it and where it stems from.
Thing is: A good astrologer would never claim that the client is prone to certain disorders but if a client likes to talk about his life and actually is the one who will talk about it and if it really is a psychologically diagnosed disorder THEN the astrologer can tell you where in the chart it manifests and can maybe even give *possible* solutions.
(It's all about possibilities. I know: Everyone is responsible for herself/himself. Yes.)
So I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and no it's not like I try to victimize and excuse myself but I'm glad that certain difficulties in life finally have a name and yes I embrace it because it belongs "to me" and I enjoy discovering and exploring myself and my feelings and I am NOT afraid to talk about it.
I have longer depressive episodes since I'm a child and what I'll do in these episodes is basically isolating myself and avoiding social situations.
I hide myself behind the PC screen and I am overeating.
I tend to have low self-esteem during those episodes and I personally suffer from overeating and constant weight gain in these times but I am not overweight or big by any means.
I'm a girl with a normal weight and "some curves" (and skinny fat). I am just not athletic or muscular because I really dislike sports...however I feel incredibly fat and unattractive during these times because I am not super skinny.
I'm a vegan (And yes, I am exactly the kind of vegan activist you won't like^^ ) and I know a lot about healthy food and I own a nutritian degree because food means a lot to me. And I really like healthy food.
But there are times when I am deliberately picking the most unhealthy items (albeit vegan but still sugary and fat processed food) for the sake of it and I tend to overeat.
However...there are times when I go crazy and just decide that I have gotten "too big" and I am eating very very healthy and raw vegan.
Not even wheat or rice and not even sugar or salt.
And then there are times when I am fasting as in detox juice fasting and I am doing that for four weeks minimum.
Most of the times six weeks. Yes, you've heard me: Drinking nothing but juices for six weeks. I sometimes even forget the juices and then i drink nothing but water and teas.
I already did it for eight weeks. No solid food for eight weeks in a row without any cheating. Needless to say I am getting skinny fast.
I already was quite underweight one time and I still felt way too fat then.
It gave other people some anorexic-y vibes.
However one day I just thought: Yeah, ***** it, I will just eat what I like.
(always vegan but still...)
And I ballooned back. I am constantly shifting between overeating and starving myself with sometimes some "healthy food meals" times in between.
But the food thing shouldn't be the main focus, sry.
I have terrible moodswings. Sometimes I avoid people and sometime I can be VERY social and talkactive.
I'm an extrovert but sometimes I'm just bitter and cynical about people.
Sometimes I don't really want intimacy because I feel too ugly/"fat" and sometimes I am crazy about sex (Don't want to get too personal but I enjoy things that are "out of the norm" or viewed as "extreme" by some people).
I never was a person to do drugs simply because I grew up in a "sheltered home" and because I was more of the "nerd" with few to no friends.
I am 30 now and I just recently experimented with something like two times. No big deal.
To be honest I enjoyed it quite a lot and when I am completely honest with myself I know that I should take care because things might go out of hand.
I somehow know that I am the person who tends to take "too much" of a thing if I really like it.
Didn't even mention a few other problems for example how I am not too good with money.
Sooo...basically: While I was reflecting myself and my behaviour...know what immediatly came to my mind?
Jupiter in Taurus (second house, also my sun sign^^) and the opposition to Pluto in Scorpio (8th house).
To me that's basically my bipolar and my problem with controlling thing.
The problem with my lust/greed/hunger for things (not only food. Also sex, drugs, money, fame, destruction...) and not being able to curb my cravings and to set limits.
Also my faszination with everything self-destructive, taboo and dark.
Maybe my Moon in Pisces also plays a part in here. Not to sure about that.
What are your thoughts?
Thank you very much.