AscendingStarseed
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"...and the phantom 'B#' Aquarius/Cancer 'E#' is the missing ray, the colour Violet"
I'm Aquarius, Cancer rising at 29/24, ready to jump into Leo. I've a stellium of 6 or 7 entities in Aq, including south node, but I've got Mars coming right up behind in Capricorn at the cusp of Aquarius, at 29 15'44", ready to jump in the door of Aquarius...and this is Mars opposing my ascendant, in Cancer at 29/24, again, ready to leap into Leo, which is where my north node lies.
There's more to this, my brain is just not quite getting it....yet.
B, F, A#, E... I'm cusping at the missing B#/E#... the missing vibration? or hue? missing... my Mayan chart calls me a bridge to bring heaven to earth... bridge... harmonics?... heaven to earth... disharmonic to harmonic... I must define the missing and as yet unidentified or unidentifiable B#/E#...
no wonder I cannot find myself, my real identity, my true purpose. No wonder it's so illusive. This may make no sense to the reader, but to me, it explains why I, nor anyone else, can answer my ultimate question: why am I here and what is my purpose, and when I discover it, how the heck do I fulfill it? I know (sense, feel) it has little or nothing to do with the material aspects of this world. It's not a 3D thing that can be defined in 3D terms, any more than one can define B# or E#...it's just outside our levels of comprehension.
Oh, jeez... that's a great revelation, Jules [talking to self, here]... that the answers to your question, answers that might give you a discernable purpose and thus allow you to create a map to reach a goal...they are not perceivable by humans. That's just great. WTF???
I am the missing notes. I am not discernable to the human perception of harmony. I am therefore an enigma, misunderstood; I don't fit in to the human construct of reality.
And my soul's "other half" is a Leo with Sun at 00/33. He's just jumped out of Cancer, practically on top of my Ascendant. He and I butt heads, but are drawn to each other magnetically. There must be some connection to the vibrational tonality. I feel it. I feel it, but cannot define it. ARGH!!
WHY AM I HERE? WHY ????????????????? Not to create disharmony, that I know, yet disharmony pervades my life. WHY???????????? I do not understand. If I don't make sense of this, I feel my energy fading into oblivion, like the clay that went SPLAT on the walls and floor and ceiling of the potter's room because his clay ball was thrown onto the wheel just out of balance. I don't want to go SPLAT. I need answers!
I'm Aquarius, Cancer rising at 29/24, ready to jump into Leo. I've a stellium of 6 or 7 entities in Aq, including south node, but I've got Mars coming right up behind in Capricorn at the cusp of Aquarius, at 29 15'44", ready to jump in the door of Aquarius...and this is Mars opposing my ascendant, in Cancer at 29/24, again, ready to leap into Leo, which is where my north node lies.
There's more to this, my brain is just not quite getting it....yet.
B, F, A#, E... I'm cusping at the missing B#/E#... the missing vibration? or hue? missing... my Mayan chart calls me a bridge to bring heaven to earth... bridge... harmonics?... heaven to earth... disharmonic to harmonic... I must define the missing and as yet unidentified or unidentifiable B#/E#...
no wonder I cannot find myself, my real identity, my true purpose. No wonder it's so illusive. This may make no sense to the reader, but to me, it explains why I, nor anyone else, can answer my ultimate question: why am I here and what is my purpose, and when I discover it, how the heck do I fulfill it? I know (sense, feel) it has little or nothing to do with the material aspects of this world. It's not a 3D thing that can be defined in 3D terms, any more than one can define B# or E#...it's just outside our levels of comprehension.
Oh, jeez... that's a great revelation, Jules [talking to self, here]... that the answers to your question, answers that might give you a discernable purpose and thus allow you to create a map to reach a goal...they are not perceivable by humans. That's just great. WTF???
I am the missing notes. I am not discernable to the human perception of harmony. I am therefore an enigma, misunderstood; I don't fit in to the human construct of reality.
And my soul's "other half" is a Leo with Sun at 00/33. He's just jumped out of Cancer, practically on top of my Ascendant. He and I butt heads, but are drawn to each other magnetically. There must be some connection to the vibrational tonality. I feel it. I feel it, but cannot define it. ARGH!!
WHY AM I HERE? WHY ????????????????? Not to create disharmony, that I know, yet disharmony pervades my life. WHY???????????? I do not understand. If I don't make sense of this, I feel my energy fading into oblivion, like the clay that went SPLAT on the walls and floor and ceiling of the potter's room because his clay ball was thrown onto the wheel just out of balance. I don't want to go SPLAT. I need answers!
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