your dreams are astral travels, you are already astral l projection, you don't have to do anything differently. just record your dreams...but if you mean to consciously control the nature of your astral projection/dream, then you need to focus on willand intent.
the flying dream is the classic aspect of astral projection. everything I based on your thought forms. so before retiring consciously intend to fly in your dream, if you are on a high spot ... dive off and fly in the dream.
the sensation of flying and falling are quite similar.we have all kicked ourselves awake at sometime. what occurs is that when during a dream state, you begin to astral project, you conscious may feel the weightlessness and you wake up thinking you were beginning to fall.
but it was a astral projection starting.
as you are already having many dreams, then by nov22 , you will potential be deep into a consciousness that allows you to see far away in time and space. the power of your chart is that you can harmonize all aspects of your personality and focus them on a single objective or creation.
as you see your complexities as rhyming pieces of your "destiny", you will see you place in the greater spiritual/etheric dimensions.
I also noticed that your eros/psyche midpoint at 4taur26 was conjunct the transiting node on sept 24 2018. the transiting node will square your natal node at 1taur25 on oct 23 2018.
on nov 5 transiting Uranus at 29arie27 square to transiting node at 29can27 .
when the transiting node is conjunct your natal sun at 28can30 and the south node conjuncts your natal Uranus at 28cap35 on nov 22 the transiting Uranus will still be in orb to your natal sun/Uranus midpoint.
first off that eros/psyche midpoint tend to make you irresistible.so when you say a lot has been happening,i am pretty sure this includes intense attention from potential suitors or your ?BF?
you also have the venus/eris midpoint at 28leo4.phheewww this really adds an intense physical dimension to your sexual nature. as I spoke of the composite as having aspects of pleasure and pain, you also have a milder variation of this emotional paradox because both your ultra romantic/spiritual/ethereal love and your primal carnal intensity(venus/eris) are conjunct each other and the north node.
adding a exact conjunct to your sun/Uranus opposition,the eris/venus midpoint implies that the surreal sexual feelings and experience with your current ?beau? are really coming from you as much as the both of you.
I am starting to understand why you are reclusive........even as a young child your innate sexual/emotional dynamics attracted both those who pleasure in giving pain and those who offer love. you simply have been emotionally overwhelmed and can't distinguish the lovers from the haters so to speak.
rahu
thank you
Well that makes total sense - yes, i am talking about consciously controlling my dreams
so i guess, i have to be without fear to astral project or otherwise i would always wake myself up?
i will definitely intend to fly in my dreams and see what will happen
Is there anything you know about timing? some people say it is much easier if you already slept, then stay awake fo about 10 minutes and then go back to sleep with your intent
this night i will probably just try going to sleep as i normally would and see what will happen
when my eros/psyche midpoint was conjunct the node, i had a very strange and vivid dream about a jungle or wild garden of some sort - beautiful nature
it felt like i was flying through this landscape without my body
when i woke up i had the word "mandor" in my mind, which i have never heard of before and every tme i wake up with a word in my mind, it seemed to be a special dream
so i googled the word mandor and i actually found Les Jardins de Mandor in Peru ... i can't remember ever haringof that place, so i was really fascinated and ever since i have this huge urge to go to Peru before i start at a new work place next year
indeed i had strange encounters with men - especially oler men who would just starting to talk with me at public places
something like this usually doesn't happen, because i try to be fairly unnoticable - no makeup, baggy clothes, etc.
about the man in the composite: he is not my boyfriend, it is more like an affair at this point even though he says he love me - i am too afraid and the thought of us not fitting together is nagging in my mind
what do you mean by "there coming frm you as much as the both of you"?
does it mean that i can experience this level of intensity with myself or just basically anyone if i open myself up to it and that these feelings are not tied to both of us being together?
so people could feel that i am very receptive and some might have used that in me to seek pleasure in pain?
emotionally overwhelmed is true. I never knew how to handle emotions properly and i was very shy, but i thought, that it had mostly to do with my parents not knowing how to handle their emotions either. So no one could teach me.
i wish you a nice weekend and thank you for your time