FullMoon22
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My first post here.
I've been having a very depressing time lately, and by lately I mean most of my life. I'm Scorpio Rising with Pluto in the first house, so I'm pretty acquainted with the profound yet overbearing energy of Pluto. I've noticed things start getting worse whenever my progressed moon is conversing with Pluto in any type of hard aspect.
In June 2020, my progressed moon went into a conjunction with progressed Pluto. At the time, it was in the first house of Scorpio. It was moderately depressing and I remember feeling a big change in me, but my depression greatly exacerbated in March, when my progressed ascendant changed to Sag, because by default it meant that my progressed moon-Pluto went into the 12th house.
During this time of moon-Pluto conversation in the 12th house, I've become a thousand times more acquainted with my shadow, doing much shadow work. In this time I have learned more about psychology and somatic therapy than ever before, have deepened my character, and lost most (if not all) of my inauthentic and fawning behaviors. This conjunction has been like a dark walk-in experience, an intense purging of sort.
The harsher side of it is that, as said, it has caused me to feel incredibly depressed. I have also become wildly aware of the damage my parents have caused me and consequently cut ties with them, although since then they have apologized and I've come to forgive them. I have also tapered off antidepressants, deleted all my social media accounts, and have become a true recluse. I only ever see my husband. I feel like I don't trust anyone other than him at this point. It might be of use for you to know that during this moon-Pluto conjunction phase, my progressed sun has also become opposite Pluto, so it probably has something to do with all this sense of isolation and distrust.
And now to my actual question. In 3 months my progressed moon will be going into progressed first house in Sag. My progressed moon recently received a trine from Jupiter, too. This is a lot of fire energy compared to the long period I've had of experiencing only water. Should I dare feeling optimistic? Have you ever had progressed moon go into the 1st house, especially in Sag? What did it feel like? I have gone through so much sadness in the past few years, that I don't know if I have it in me to hope for a better future. But with progressed moon in Sag in 1st house trine Jupiter, it almost gives a promise of just that.
I don't know. What do you think?
https://ibb.co/1Trm4K3
I've been having a very depressing time lately, and by lately I mean most of my life. I'm Scorpio Rising with Pluto in the first house, so I'm pretty acquainted with the profound yet overbearing energy of Pluto. I've noticed things start getting worse whenever my progressed moon is conversing with Pluto in any type of hard aspect.
In June 2020, my progressed moon went into a conjunction with progressed Pluto. At the time, it was in the first house of Scorpio. It was moderately depressing and I remember feeling a big change in me, but my depression greatly exacerbated in March, when my progressed ascendant changed to Sag, because by default it meant that my progressed moon-Pluto went into the 12th house.
During this time of moon-Pluto conversation in the 12th house, I've become a thousand times more acquainted with my shadow, doing much shadow work. In this time I have learned more about psychology and somatic therapy than ever before, have deepened my character, and lost most (if not all) of my inauthentic and fawning behaviors. This conjunction has been like a dark walk-in experience, an intense purging of sort.
The harsher side of it is that, as said, it has caused me to feel incredibly depressed. I have also become wildly aware of the damage my parents have caused me and consequently cut ties with them, although since then they have apologized and I've come to forgive them. I have also tapered off antidepressants, deleted all my social media accounts, and have become a true recluse. I only ever see my husband. I feel like I don't trust anyone other than him at this point. It might be of use for you to know that during this moon-Pluto conjunction phase, my progressed sun has also become opposite Pluto, so it probably has something to do with all this sense of isolation and distrust.
And now to my actual question. In 3 months my progressed moon will be going into progressed first house in Sag. My progressed moon recently received a trine from Jupiter, too. This is a lot of fire energy compared to the long period I've had of experiencing only water. Should I dare feeling optimistic? Have you ever had progressed moon go into the 1st house, especially in Sag? What did it feel like? I have gone through so much sadness in the past few years, that I don't know if I have it in me to hope for a better future. But with progressed moon in Sag in 1st house trine Jupiter, it almost gives a promise of just that.
I don't know. What do you think?
https://ibb.co/1Trm4K3
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in a PROGRESSED chart, the orbs are very small, no more then 3 degrees, unlike transits or aspects in a regular natal chart.
transits & don't really understand the title. The most depressing Progressed Moon aspect is 
. If you can survive that, you can survive anything!