Hello Invisible, Î dont have this aspect, I have a Moon-Pluto square, but my ex husband had it, in Leo which made this conjunction really unpleasant as you can imagine with the attention seeking Leo trait in the background.
You have that conjunction in Libra, a peaceloving sign and in the romantic 5th house, so you seem to have a very strong need for romance in your life.
What makes this conjunction so extreme, is the fact that you have your Asc. ruler Moon, by itself already very sensitive and fearful of rejection, combined with a very powerful, dominant and deeply emotional Pluto energy. You must be something else when it comes to love and romance
!! Extremely passionate and yes, you like to possess the person with whom you are in love and you have great difficulty in accepting that someone else does not respond in the same way. Rejection is really really painful for you. It could almost evoke feelings of revenge for those who reject you, and not only in the love department! Moon in the 5th,
Leo house wants to be applauded (look how ruler of 5 is Mercury and co-ruler of 5 is Venus. Mercury is in
Leo and Venus's ruler is also Mercury in Leo. I always look at the final dispositor of a house or sign.).
What also adds to your frustration is the fact that this conjunction is intercepted. the whole sign of Libra is taken up in that 5th house. Also, this conjunction is placed between Saturn and Uranus, two malifics and shows that it can be difficult to know which way to go as you will knock you head no matter what you do. So yes, I can see the problems you mentioned. You are like an irrisistable force moving towards an immovable object!
Libra is the relationship sign and having Moon in Libra is showing the need for harmony, love and peace. But Pluto ruins this by coming on too strong and wanting too much and being too controling. When you fall in love it almost has to be forever and when the relationship breaks up you have a very hard tim let go.
Now, how can we use this Moon-Pluto conjunction more favorably? As you also mentioned, when you try to take over someones life, it can turn into a hate relationship. You really must learn to to deal with your inner problems, find out why you are so obsessed with love and so afraid of loosing it. Control and sex are not the answer here.
Venus, the ruler of this combo is placed on the 12th house side of the Ascendant and opposed to Neptune. It is very possible that you felt desillusioned by your father, mother or both. Sun is ruling the 4th house and Sun squares this Moon-Pluto conjunction. There could have been some sort of abuse there and now you are projecting these emotions onto prospective partners. You probably also think that they will leave you or dont love you and therefore you have this urge to "make them love you". As you found out, this is not possible. You must have missed out on a lot of warmth and love when you were young. It is quite understandable that you have become so possessive of love.
Try to be less intense, take things a bit more playful, not immediately focussing on a serious relationship. Try not to be too obsessed with new male acquaintances. They feel that and if there is anything a man hates, it is a clinging woman
. Also, try not to give in to sex straight away. Let them feel that you are your own woman and that YOU will decide if and when, not them. They will respect that. Concentrate more on friendship, not immediately on "more than friendship".
A Moon-Pluto in the creative 5th house could be a great outlet for some artistic endeavor. Find a hobby which you can passionately love (instead of a man), something to take your thoughts away from problems in relationships. Sculpturing would be a great outlet. You are probably very good with your hands and could make beautiful things. Maybe becoming a goldsmith, making jewelry, or photography.
If you think you really cannot control your feelings, then by all means, see if you can get some psychological help with it, talk to someone who can help you with this issue. You have Chiron in the 12th as well as Mars. It is very possible that in a former life, you also had the same problems with men and experienced painful things. The 12th house is a karmic house and planets in there often point to past life experiences which you have to learn to cut ties with. Also when you were very young, you could have experienced a very upsetting event when SA Mars squared Saturn when you were around 5 years of age. It is possible that some traumatic experiences will not be remembered by you, but are still under the surface bothering you. (like in my own case. I also have Chiron in 12).
Hope you will find a way, but do think of a fascinating(Pluto) hobby
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