Reply to thread

Message: <blockquote data-quote="SilentStorm" data-source="post: 690127" data-attributes="member: 49929">Hi all, I have looked and looked on Google for some clues, but all I can find is the normal aspects and not aspects on specifically Location astrology.I've enclosed my astro location map. 2,5 years ago I moved away from  my hometown, moving hundreds of miles away, only to land smack dab on the PLUTO SQUARE ASC & SATURN SQUARE ASC  line of my astro chart (=DENMARK) It's like ... really really accurate smack dab on these two malefics lines. There are no crossing lines though. But my MC is nearby (to the south) and so it could have an impact on the career related things going on here I guess).Earlier, I lived closer to my Uranus sextil Ascendant... Always felt that my "weirdness" was for the good. Not so much here, where I've been the victims of power hungry people of all kinds. Especially bosses.My natal Pluto and Saturn is both at 28 degrees of Libra (the "anaretic degree") - so everything is kinda exaggerated to a point sometimes where I feel like "throwing up".Now I just discovered I went from the ashes and into the frying pan with this move to the new place.How things have progressed so far:To move in with my BF the new place I was forced to give up a really really good job. I've been longing for a similar kind of job ever since, but it doesn't seem to come. Every job I've started on has (for one reason or another) ended. Either I was fired, laid off, I left it... you name it. Uranus is touring my 2nd house since I moved so that could be a possible cause for the instability too.Nothing I've started on has had staying power. I seem to find flaws with the management, assignments or anything else within the first month of working at a new place. I've had back aches since summer 2015 which hasn't dissappeared yet. Every choice I take is always reevaluated 3 times or more. I've bought 3(!!!) new beds since I started treating my back pains, but none of them seem to "be right". When my BF and I do something, we seldom get it right the first time - be it places we go, things we do, compromises we make.. It's exhausting! We have Saturn square Venus in our composite chart... could be the reason maybe.I've regretted several times that I moved away (jobwise - not lovewise), because I simply can't seem to find that "perfect" job situation again. I am connected to my former co-workers, since one of them has become my best friend - and I miss her, I miss the company... I miss the status I had there, I miss... so much about my old life. But I also know that I'm so different now that it probably wouldn't be the same anyway if I moved back.My thoughts constantly swirls around the aspects of: "Did I do the right thing?" "Did I choose wrong?" (especially since my BF and I have had sooo many fights during our time together)... etc. Saturn's doubts and fears have been brutal. Even if I like several aspects of living in the new place, I don't feel "connected" to it the same way as "home". This is natural, but I've been going at it for 2 years, trying to fit in, but nothing seems to come out of it. I've had several issues with my bosses, authority figures and all (Pluto sq. asc?).I've found almost no friends during these 2 years either. I've been very, very lonely.Help!Should I move or should I stay?My BF always says that if he has to, he will set me free if I want to move back to my old place, because he can see how happy I was then. But... I can't go back being who I was. He changed me, this relocation has changed me... and I don't know if who I am is fit for the "old" place again. I have enclosed 3 charts - The astro location mapThe transits for the day I quit my jobThe progressed and natal chartThe solar return for 2016-2017 Any insight or help on this subject would be appreciated!</blockquote>

Verification: What letter does the name of this site starts with?