LIlith conjunct venus

Emily56

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With lilith on my venus I never let anyone near me. I feel like im hard to love or no one will ever understand me. I don't let anyone get close let alone allow them the chance to actually get to know me and understand me. I have lilith in aries in 5th house. I feel like I could be a bit of a "player" almost. I'm not a "fluffy", sweet, easy love. It may also be because of a taurus descendant possibly. I don't trust.

I also seem to have mars at a bad angle because most of my generation has pluto in scorpio and my mars seems to make a very loose (8 degrees) opposition their pluto.

I just feel like I can never trust anyone. is this understandable? irrational?

Ill post my chart for those who want to see it.
 

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wilsontc

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Emily,

Since you have North node (future goals) on the Descendant (Others) you MIGHT want to develop SOME way to connect to the others around you.

Nodally,

Tim
 

wilsontc

Staff member
Emily,

You also have Chiron (wound you can't heal) in your Relationships house. So relationships are a source of pain. Your North Node :)northnode:) on your Descendant suggests this is a NECESSARY pain to develop your life.

Following Up,

Tim
 
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