Because I live with 5 saturn aspects from birth on- I know his energy like a near family member. And saturn is always of fairplay. Strict - but fair.
So you are basically heavily Saturnian just like the girl I mentioned. That's why I asked if you're earthy. It makes sense.
Strict for sure but far from fair.
It seems like Saturn gives you the "hard work and/or suffering" part for a long time and then forgets the "reward" part at the end. So all of your hard work was a waste of time, energy and patience.