.Can you see karmic lessons or impact in someones chart? I lost 3 babies and have no living children, I always wondered if it was a karmic payback for something?
My goodness- how sad. I lost a child during pregnancy myself - and I know what it means and that the emotional inner being and the body cell system never forgets about - because death happens in own body. But three -how awfull.
Did you lose your babies during pregnancy or after ?
When did you lose your first baby - do you remember day/month/year ? To be able to look backwards into transits?
For me - you have an inherited karma - you kinda stepped in - with chiron in taurus in a mars ruled 8th house - leaving and having descendants in own life and inheritance of bloodline ancestors and family members. An inner wound of a lost, not born to earth soul in own family. Chiron in 8th house is sitting in 5th house of your mother - her house of children - counted from 4th house on.
Chiron in your 8th house ruled by mars - with mars/pluto correspondence energy - a strong intense fighter energy - but also the most agressive, destroying and violent energy, also physically - one can experience in own life. Chiron zero degree exact sesquiquadrates (an interrupting aspect) sag neptune in 3rd house - you probably took over from female side of your bloodline ancestors - as a mental mind and faith-effective self-sabotage programme.
3rd house is ruled by pluto and you subconsciously react with your body accordingly - pluto semisextiles scorpio uranus in 2nd house - suddenly and unexpectedly events and uranus rules 5th house - delivering a child to birth and own children.
Wherever neptune is placed- it can show a waiver -for a higher purpose. Or an unknown secret in family. Your neptune is not in 5th house - children. But in 3rd house - also house of siblings. Your neptune semisextiles uranus, sextiles pluto and trines your mercury.
Do you know whether your mother had a miscarriage before your birth ? She craved for to get healed with your birth ? But would have more preferred to have a son than a daughter - and was disappointed at point of your birth ? Jupiter squares your ASC and your sun short under DC - looks like that you immediately noticed it - so that "you didn't dare to show yourself visibly and present in 7th house" figuratively ?
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