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I have a aspect pattern Pandora's Box, need help to understand.
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<blockquote data-quote="zenith" data-source="post: 432033" data-attributes="member: 33977"><p><strong>Re: I have a aspect pattern I can't find on the internet, need help to understand.</strong></p><p></p><p>Hi all....</p><p></p><p>hmmm... if I were to describe how I feel right now, it feels like standing naked in a room of people who can look through my cloth via the language of stars.</p><p></p><p>If I were to describe what life feels like to me for "where I have been", it feels like an alien.</p><p></p><p>Privacy is a skin I cannot shed, it's a language I was born to speak.</p><p></p><p>I became aware of astrology about two years ago, I had thought the description of Libra describe very little of me prior to that. I still am very amateurish on my understanding of Astrology. Most of my journeys are deeply physiological and spiritual without much help from the outside world. I was born on (Edit). This info may speak more accurately about the astrological aspect me. </p><p></p><p>I can speak in terms of feelings. </p><p></p><p>Pandora's box:</p><p></p><p>I pondered on the mythology and information I read about the Pandora's box, combined with what I had experienced. consciousness... at the risk of come off as vanity, I will speak candidly. Since a very young age (I'd say from elementary school), I had "known" (not really "feel", but "known" via some describable confidence) that I "can" become someone profound(famous, leading, changing...) if I "chose" to. But I hate the thought of become famous, live in the public eye, so I have never consciously act to walk on that path of "can". From the same young age, I have also "known" I will be taken care of, by whom I'm not sure, how and why, same mystery, but the "known" was always there. </p><p></p><p>So my life was a duality, on the physical(outside), I had a turbulent youth (abuse, betrayal), on the spiritual(inside), I had blessing all through my life, none of the turbulence I ever experienced in life had broken the faith and love I have for people in general.</p><p></p><p> I love people. </p><p></p><p>The power of Pandora, as manifested through my experience, I feel that power of "open the box" exist within me to "open" "penetrate" others. the "box" is people on my path, I had felt and experience the energy to "shake""demolish" their world(box) if I let that energy out in abundance. I feel my "duty" is to guard it. Discernment of engagement. On my spiritual journey of self discovery, realist mostly through relating/reacting to others, I have witnessed destruction(on the psychological level, even in the name of justice) on other unprepared human beings... sometimes I tell myself it is a good thing: to build on nothing but truth. Yet truth tells me not everyone are destined or ask for that journey of self-destruction and rebuilt. It's eventually....truly not my choice. so my journey had been the restrain/containment of power(physiological).</p><p></p><p>Yet my self-growth are a result of my engagement with others, first through ideological engagement, then emotional engagement. So the restrain of involvement with others stagnates my own growth. The paradox... so to me my mountain to claim is this indecision and stillness of none movement. </p><p></p><p>Thank all of you for your insight and explanation...I am moved beyond words can describe. </p><p></p><p>Stillone, you have a very similar spread of planetary energy...have you experienced death yet? in the psychological sense?</p><p></p><p>The past two years... I have died and reborn many many times. lol.</p><p></p><p>Big hugs to everyone! for no reason, but why not?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="zenith, post: 432033, member: 33977"] [b]Re: I have a aspect pattern I can't find on the internet, need help to understand.[/b] Hi all.... hmmm... if I were to describe how I feel right now, it feels like standing naked in a room of people who can look through my cloth via the language of stars. If I were to describe what life feels like to me for "where I have been", it feels like an alien. Privacy is a skin I cannot shed, it's a language I was born to speak. I became aware of astrology about two years ago, I had thought the description of Libra describe very little of me prior to that. I still am very amateurish on my understanding of Astrology. Most of my journeys are deeply physiological and spiritual without much help from the outside world. I was born on (Edit). This info may speak more accurately about the astrological aspect me. I can speak in terms of feelings. Pandora's box: I pondered on the mythology and information I read about the Pandora's box, combined with what I had experienced. consciousness... at the risk of come off as vanity, I will speak candidly. Since a very young age (I'd say from elementary school), I had "known" (not really "feel", but "known" via some describable confidence) that I "can" become someone profound(famous, leading, changing...) if I "chose" to. But I hate the thought of become famous, live in the public eye, so I have never consciously act to walk on that path of "can". From the same young age, I have also "known" I will be taken care of, by whom I'm not sure, how and why, same mystery, but the "known" was always there. So my life was a duality, on the physical(outside), I had a turbulent youth (abuse, betrayal), on the spiritual(inside), I had blessing all through my life, none of the turbulence I ever experienced in life had broken the faith and love I have for people in general. I love people. The power of Pandora, as manifested through my experience, I feel that power of "open the box" exist within me to "open" "penetrate" others. the "box" is people on my path, I had felt and experience the energy to "shake""demolish" their world(box) if I let that energy out in abundance. I feel my "duty" is to guard it. Discernment of engagement. On my spiritual journey of self discovery, realist mostly through relating/reacting to others, I have witnessed destruction(on the psychological level, even in the name of justice) on other unprepared human beings... sometimes I tell myself it is a good thing: to build on nothing but truth. Yet truth tells me not everyone are destined or ask for that journey of self-destruction and rebuilt. It's eventually....truly not my choice. so my journey had been the restrain/containment of power(physiological). Yet my self-growth are a result of my engagement with others, first through ideological engagement, then emotional engagement. So the restrain of involvement with others stagnates my own growth. The paradox... so to me my mountain to claim is this indecision and stillness of none movement. Thank all of you for your insight and explanation...I am moved beyond words can describe. Stillone, you have a very similar spread of planetary energy...have you experienced death yet? in the psychological sense? The past two years... I have died and reborn many many times. lol. Big hugs to everyone! for no reason, but why not? [/QUOTE]
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