Does having one planet Neptune in the 5th house mean no kids? I think about needing to have enough energy for kids to get up early to get them ready for school. Since I have chronic fatigue without kids, I wonder if I will have enough energy for them.
I do not know why the upper half of my chart looks blank. What does that mean?
Oh dear, I did not know I had what some consider the most unfortunate house in my chart= Saturn in the 12th house! Someone wrote if you have Saturn in the 12th you are likely to be more harmful to others than yourself. This sounds like a disgruntled postal worker? Actually, I think the reverse in my life= I am more harmful to myself than others, and others are more harmful to me. I am a shut-in to protect myself from others. I do not mean that I am paranoid others are going to hurt me. I would rather not witness cold hearts, but I do so often.
I also read if Saturn in the 12th has essential dignity, sect, with descending node or important fixed star, it may be very helpful to the native and destroy his enemies. But if Saturn rules the 12th and is especially malefic with violent fixed stars active in the horoscope, people may consider the native an enemy. Which stars do I have?
It is correct that my father was emotionally absent from my life. As far as the 12th house representing hospitals and institutions, I ended up in a mental institution for a few days after a suicide attempt. But I am past that now. I hope the negative things the 12th house represent are behind me. It was the suicide attempt that led me to a spiritual path, though. I hope I do not end up in an institution (prison, nursing home, convent, prison) in the future?
Someone also wrote that the 12th house represents loss. Could this be why I keep losing friends? I keep meeting the wrong people.
the native tends to develop competitive relationships with both friends (Kuja = L-11) and enemies alike (Kuja = L-6). There are generally few or no lifelong friends, due to the eventuality of the native initiating arguments within the network of association. Even the sibling relationships become problematic eventually.
However the native may enjoy instrumental goal-achieving friendships with those who assist one's marketplace gainfulness and help one to achieve one's competitive target (11). One prefers to be friends with the 'winners', in whatever fashion that 'winning' may be defined by the position of Mangala in the nativity.
I have Jupiter in the 6th house. Is Jupiter a more positive planet to have in the 6th house? Why is the 6th house also an unlucky house? Does it represent ill health?
I was in the hospital in 1992.
As far as Mars in my 11th house, the reverse seems true. I want things to be all peaceful, but my former friends liked to argue (not me) so I had to leave them. I also am not close to my sister because she likes to start arguments, but I like peaceful talk which she finds lame.
I avoid arguments so I am not sure why it shows that I initiate arguments?
It suggests I become friends with "winners" who can help me achieve my goals. Wouldn't I be using people that way? Or it does not seem like a real friendship. I hope the same does not go with love partners? Does it just apply to friends or does it apply to both friends and love partners? Perhaps my chart shows that I am meant to always be alone in relation to friends, family, and love partner?
Perhaps you don't technically initiate arguments, but the energy comes from something with you, because it's your astrology.
What do you feel is the thread that runs through the friendships you tend to form?
Lovers and partners are 5 and 7.
Is there a way I can counteract my astrology so arguments do not happen? All the friendships I had were fair weathered. I never felt like friends had my back or that I could count on them. We also did not seem to have the same interests. I guess there is nothing I can do or this is the way it will be due to astrology? I do not know if it is best for me not to make friends if it will just fall apart?
Yes, it would seem so.But it really is not something about that cause the argument. These people have arguments with other people as well since they have argumentative personality. What it may be is my astrology attracts me to argumentative people?
5th and 7th both seem strong to me.What does my 5th and 7th house show about lovers and partners?
Well, it certainly can be a bit challenging... Things that I've done that have worked include:StillOne, since you share Cancer rising and a 12th house emphasis with Flow, what would your advice be on getting out of the shell?