you are here to change the way people think and until you learn your lessons which include lessons of Saturn and love you will not be ready to help others. You are correct in guessing that you want to be happy but there are many experiences that you need to go through so that you are ready to take on the full responsibility of your true purpose which you can see in the 10th house there. It looks like a Grand Cross to me. The only reason I am not calling it The Grand Cross for sure it's because the note is 4 degrees instead of being really tight at 2:03 Max but still the moon has so much power over our individual charts that I think it is tight enough to call it a Grand Cross. Because of how you survive through all of your challenges you will reach a great many people and become known for that. That is what I see you have issues around establishing a place you call home you will have a lot of unrest in the 4th house and the other houses that are indicated in the Grand Cross so the planets that are sitting at 12 13 16 degrees it cetera warm the square or the cross the houses that those planets are sitting in will be objects of contention or areas of your life that have tension and that is where you must learn the lessons pay attention to the signs that the Universe shows to you you are a child of light.Why in my whole life I am suffering? My parents are abusing me in all ways, I have VERY bad health even now I am suffering from illness. Never felt happy. And I am not overreacting. Is it something karmic? What was I in my past life? Can it be seen?
WOW Ive never seen a chart like that!
I think this is what they call the grand cross, am I wrong?
that's a really good observation BinaYou are also born about one hour before the new moon, this is something else worth looking at...
http://www.freedomtek.org/en/moon/what_moon_phase_where_you_born_under.php
I submitted a reply to this but I don't see it in the Forum does that mean they need to approve it first?
Hi,Why in my whole life I am suffering? My parents are abusing me in all ways, I have VERY bad health even now I am suffering from illness. Never felt happy. And I am not overreacting. Is it something karmic? What was I in my past life? Can it be seen?
you are here to change the way people think and until you learn your lessons which include lessons of Saturn and love you will not be ready to help others. You are correct in guessing that you want to be happy but there are many experiences that you need to go through so that you are ready to take on the full responsibility of your true purpose which you can see in the 10th house there. It looks like a Grand Cross to me. The only reason I am not calling it The Grand Cross for sure it's because the note is 4 degrees instead of being really tight at 2:03 Max but still the moon has so much power over our individual charts that I think it is tight enough to call it a Grand Cross. Because of how you survive through all of your challenges you will reach a great many people and become known for that. That is what I see you have issues around establishing a place you call home you will have a lot of unrest in the 4th house and the other houses that are indicated in the Grand Cross so the planets that are sitting at 12 13 16 degrees it cetera warm the square or the cross the houses that those planets are sitting in will be objects of contention or areas of your life that have tension and that is where you must learn the lessons pay attention to the signs that the Universe shows to you you are a child of light.
Hi,
You have Saturn (karma/ time) aspecting both your Sun (father) and your Moon (mother). For those that believe in karma and reincarnation, you do some heavy karmic baggage to smoothen out with both your parents. And, they are both quite domineering - as both are placed high up in your chart.
Uranus (excitement/ instability/ rebelliousness/ unconventionality) in the 4th house (parents/family) is in a grand square (tension) with Saturn (karma) and your Sun, Moon (both parents). The square is completed by Mars in the first, which means that all this is affecting your health.
Good news and your way out of all this tension: do not waste your time, energy and health letting all this affect you. Instead, your your strong Mars in Scorpio (lot of will power), in your first house (directly connected with your person), to focus *completely* on your studies/ career. That is your way out of this. I say this because the ruler of your career house, Leo, is the Sun, which is well-placed. If you focused well on your studies and making a career for yourself, you will be able to become self-dependent soon and can make a life of your own. Your career house is a healthy house. You will see that your health with automatically improve with that.
Are your parents rather status conscious or busy with their own careers?
Hi,I was sure my health is bad because of all this but they will NEVER say they are guilty. My parents are both very strict, there's no way to talk to them. They locked me inside.
They have shop and they think they are "the best". I think that's their career.