What about....
His Eros conjunct my Psyche 1° in Cancer in my 8H
His NN conjunct my Moon 1° & Vertex exact in Cancer in my 8H
My Eros conjunct his Sun 2° in Aries my 4H
His Psyche conjunct my MC 4° in Virgo
His Reiki conjunct my Psyche exact in Cancer in my 8H
My Pluto conjunct his Saturn 2° in Libra in my 11H
His Chiron conjunct my Chiron exact in Taurus in my 6H
His Jupiter in Scorpio falls in my 12H
His Saturn & Pluto in Libra falls in my 11H
His Mars in Libra falls in my 11H
His Sun in Aries falls on the cusp of my 4th & 5th house but technically 5H
His Moon in Aries falls in my 5H
His Mercury in Pisces falls in my 4H
His Venus in Aquarius falls in my 3H and he has admitted to being in love with how I talk and communicate. Especially when I send him detailed dirty stories I would write just for him. And he's admitted he HATES when I don't talk to him. He's not much of a talker or texter but if I'm not talking or texting he gets sensitive about it (could be just to say I fed the cat and that would be enough to satisfy) I remember one time he said "I don't like when you're sick" I asked why, he said "1.because I'm not there to care for you and 2.you go quite on me"
We met through a broadcasting app. It was a weird time in both our lives. I was living a complete nightmare with my current husband of 17. I have 5 kids (oldest my only son I don't talk about his dad) two oldest daughters by my first husband and two youngest daughters by current. We have lived as roommates pretty much the whole marriage. Not even sleeping in the same bed. There's too much that happened within the past 17 years to go into. We are getting a divorce. On the other side...he has been with this woman about the same amount of time and he said it been like living a complete nightmare. He took on her kids as his own and they have property together. His kids are grown as well as most of mine. So now he's trying to sort out the property and his job that denied him a better position that was told would go to him. Maybe a blessing in the end as I'm sure he'll end up with something even better.
Yes when I was about 12 I dreamed about him. I was shocked when I saw a picture of him at the same age....looked EXACTLY how I saw in my dream.
We met 2018 online and we were inseparable. We broadcasted together and for a few months it was heaven. Then it all fell apart because he allowed his mother and others to persuade him to not only not talk to me but gossip about my past to them. I told him things I had NEVER told anyone else. These other people (who broadcasted with us) went as far as trying to kidnap my oldest daughter. He was not involved but he participated in trying to ruin my reputation. But he still couldn't stand when I would stop talking. He didn't think I knew about what he did but I knew...the whole time I knew.
Fast forward a few years to the present... I completely stopped everything... several months now and focused on myself and this divorce and my kids. He's going through a transformation. Quitting drinking and trying to quit smoking. He's trying to restore my reputation and take accountability. I feel his emotions which is hard to ignore sometimes... especially when he's crying. We live at a distance but it will hit me like a ton of bricks out of nowhere. I'm already an empathic person but as soon as we met it's like I could feel his emotions on steroids. I can taste the cigarette when he smokes and my liver feels swollen when he drinks heavy.
When we first met during those first few months...he said it was like meeting the female version of him but better and he said I'm like a drug that can't be quit. Feels like that for me too.
I feel like he's getting ready to make a huge apology and ask for a second chance. A real chance where neither of us are tied to others. We have not been physical as everything has been online. Which I feel works out better because all the normal problems couples have are being ironed out before sex. Anyhow, I'm not completely innocent in all this. Several times I let my emotions get the better of me and I'm not about revenge...but I have been emotionally manipulative. Honestly I'm grateful for the past 5 years especially because I've gotten to see different aspects of myself and others. I'm better off for it now.
He went and got two tattoos. One is of an angel and devil embracing on his chest to represent us (he said one time I was his angel always watching over him) and the one on his arm is of a woman gagged and bound by rope to represent me (we had a BDSM dynamic).
I have Scorpio ASC, Scorpio BM Lilith 12H, Scorpio Uranus, Scorpio 1st & 12th house, Cancer Moon and Mercury 8H and Gemini Venus 8H, Cancer Psyche 8H, Cancer Vertex 8H, my BM Lilith is conjunct my ASC and Uranus. Scorpio Uranus and Sagittarius Neptune 1H, Gemini Venus and Taurus Mars 7H, Jupiter and Saturn in Libra 10H, Pluto Libra 11H and aspects almost all of my major planets. NN Leo 9H....
I'm ready for the last half of my life to be less chaotic and more enjoyable. And definitely full of healthy love and sex and yummy food
