Natureschild
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Thank you Cyno for the response!!!! What you wrote is very accurate and descriptive, thank you. I actually didn't really choose to act on my own, but when I was 17 and experienced my spiritual awakening- it was then that the love and passion was "placed" into my heart and I was awakened and taught to be sympathetic.. every time I work and make effort in that field, things really go far. Seems to be the universe telling me that's what I'm meant to do. I will pursue it.I did not even notice that! Nice observation.That is certainly something to look into. I have no answer for it at the moment.
Your Venus does not trine your Jupiter. Regarding your career as an actress, you have a very good situation here. I think you have chosen the right field for yourself, but then again, I suppose it was inevitable given your chart features. For being an actress, you are actually quite emotionally stable, though I would say you have some difficulty expressing your emotions and have gone through periods of depression and/or emotional volatility, especially in regard to relationships. (As an aside, I think you would be the person I would go to in any crisis type situation because of your ability to keep your cool and be focused. You have some remarkable control over your emotions, despite losing the plot a bit at times, which I think is a supreme asset to your acting.) You are someone who really looks for a deep relationship with another person and wants to be cared for as much as you care for the other person. You are a woman who actually really needs to feel needed. Regarding your relationships, I think you can be picky in this regard because you are very romantic. And it will also lead to disappointment. (I hope this describes you.) You look as if you have had some type of long distance relationship? Did someone move away and break your heart?
Speaking of Venus as well, I think you are going to have some issues with your career because of an inability to be in the right place. I don't know if you are in Hollywood but either your career will suffer from not going to where you need to go or your relationship will suffer because you had to leave it behind. I think it is going to be one or the other for you.
I aslo think you will be one of the starving artists types but will marry someone who is going to be of a great financial assistance to you. Your acting will be supported.
The other things you mentioned are very accurate too, I am usually able to control my emotions as long as I know people aren't toiling with my head/thoughts.. it agitates me greatly when others try to see into my mind, I am an open book and attract a lot of dark energy, which makes me feel more negative. I have indeed been involved in a lot of long distance relationships, I have had my heart broken but moreso scared of it being broken and I often find myself distancing myself from others out of prevention and fear. I am realizing that I am in the wrong place, and have felt that way for the past 6 years. I have left many times but keep getting sucked back. I feel this year or the next may be the last chance for me to get my **** together and move to a place where I can have success. I have also struggled with balancing a relationship and career, it is very difficult. My midheaven/lilith is Libra and my south node is virgo in the 8th house. My stellium of sat/ura/nep in the 1st house is Square my midheaven- simply put, it's NOT easy for me to have a balanced, well-rounded life.. it is something I resist deeply but know it's the only path to success for me. I am struggling, but am managing to get ahead. Slowly but surely.
I have also considered that I am the stereotypical "starving artist". Because of this, I went to bartending school for a quick fix, and am working on the weekends making pretty good money. I am going back to school this semester to continue my accounting degree (im horrible with money- learning my weakness) and next year plan to transfer so that I can be self-sufficient and actually support my acting career. I have big ideas, want to write a lot. I keep having the notion to reach out and that I could be discovered, not sure what to think of this. Does anything in the stars support that?! Thank you again