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Message: <blockquote data-quote="tsquare" data-source="post: 36015" data-attributes="member: 4903">spot on! that makes alot of sence for my neptune retrograde sagitarius 5HI also have uranus retrograde in sagitarius but its in the 4th. i tend to wander, listening to the spheres. I tend to focus on music that pops people out of there heads. not violenly, but where you listen to it and reality breaks down. and then its still reality yet reality has changed time and space have changed I also have a hard time explaning things to people in language because of the stupidity of it, I notice that when I speak its often me talking to their brain and there preprogramed machinery automatic responses social circuts, like robots where im more like......just there. these people frusterate me. they cant do anything "telepathic" they cant just look and know something without talking about it for 12years and then they didnt do anything with their lives. Groups freak me out also. Fanatacism terifies me, and destroys everything I love about religion. They make it too structured and then there is mass worship  robotic claping , put 5 dollars in the box and you go to heaven type stuff. Zealots hate me I do my best to avoid them completely. they give me the invitation to hate them back, which I do my best to personally cleanse my self of. true but understated. for me It runs more like ....he realizes that he is here now and that other people most often dont know where they are being, or when they are being (in their minds, past present future,)  he realizes he is here among a truckload of human machines so fixated on "personal" goals far from there true nature, and dont know their own truth or power so substitute Knowing about something for truly knowing. Seeking his SELF ACTUALIZATION he finds them terifying for they have never seen the "place" where 2 + 2= 5 and that its here....RIGHT NOW and have no care too. if youve never seen it why would you want it, he understands. he sees context where others see 100,000 facts. He doesnt compare himself with others knowing its useless, and avoids those games. he sees everything at once inward and outward in an instant already knows the answer yet others will try to get him to "figure out" the answer. he seeks his own personal truths knowing that knowledge is power which takes responsibility and controll and that leads to aplication without robotism. Seeks a better future for mankind  for the reason of Compassion and loving ones self as another(high affinity). Realizes true love is created every moment fresh. I get the urge to "make a difference" and "bring change" quite often but I always have to remind myself to be carefull. People dont change that fast in a productive way, you cant force change, as in real growth..change. it has to want to first. Goverments and people in power use cattle prods too often in their "for their own good" additude. I do deffinatly have dreams of a better world but I am focused on creating it now. as in present time now.Some people dont desire any change at all. With whats going on in the world now thats sad. so I can never quite tell if people are unconsious or what. Some people call me pecimistic or "focusing on the negative"  but for me its just that I see so much untapped potential in people that I see nothing but ways to improve.but it may just be my neptune pluto sextile as well.--------------------------------------------------------------<a href="http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?cid=48dfileGoZ1IV-u1175704821&lang=e&gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=1&btyp=2&mth=ast&sday=10&smon=4&syr=2007&hsy=0&zod=&orbp=&rs=0&ast=" target="_blank">http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?cid=48dfileGoZ1IV-u1175704821&lang=e&gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=1&btyp=2&mth=ast&sday=10&smon=4&syr=2007&hsy=0&zod=&orbp=&rs=0&ast=</a></blockquote>

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