Does anyone ever feel really selfish and horrible knowing that their little relationship or money problems are getting them down, while people are dying of starvation and diseases that we have cures for? Or that people with mental health issues are being drugged to death........ or that our lives have been reduced to money?!?! This is disgusting to me I would like some perspectives, because it makes me feel worthless.... like a spoiled ignorant human, who has the most mundane and superficial aspirations that break my own heart. Life can be confusing when surrounded by illusions of what the quality of life is made out of............. Can't true happiness only be obtained when it is shared globally? When waking up in the morning isn't about how much you weigh or how good you look or how much you can buy but rather spreading joy, love and healing our planet? Food which feeds our souls is not he same which feeds our egos. I live in a time and culture of demonic egomaniacs and I am part of this system. Everyday my heart breaks and I can't even watch the news or read the paper. I have tuned out because I am tired of feeling helpless and lost. Why should I hear about dying and suffering, I am distracted by trying to "earn a living" and "build a future" while people, plants, animals and our world in general needs more from me than making a few bucks. Sometimes, it is so confusing to be me. Rant Done.