Hi! Dominant planet and infos. Help me.

[Dan99]

Hello everyone. I am new here. I only understand western astrology.
To begin, I wanted to briefly describe myself. My name is Dany, I am 23 years old, and I feel incapable of living in this world. Always. I don't like being around people, I don't have friends, and my school and post-school experience has been a constant disregard for me.
Intimidation, exclusion, harassment, etc. By adults and not.
And I still wonder why people tend to prefer others. I can't please everyone, it's true, but I see people avoiding me. They prefer others. I have always respected everyone, I am very closed and introverted. A little eccentric and unable to tell, it's true, but I deserve respect. Because I suffer a lot.
Over the years, I have developed a feeling of anger, frustration, revenge, which leads me to hate people, even those who don't hurt me. I concentrate on his way of doing things and I get angry.
I have intense dreams.
Nobody deciphers what I feel, and many laugh at me for my "hard" face, when in reality I am in a lot of pain. I want people to feel my pain. However, my face shows no emotion and people think I'm listless. I don't know...
I don't get along with uncles and cousins, they are rude, vulgar and we always argue, so I ended relationship with them 2 years ago. I have relatives who can't stand my patient and introverted nature.
I focus on a subject and dive deeply into it, researching things to the end. People avoid me or look at me in disgust because of my strange obsessions. But I hate its superficiality. They have no feelings.

Is there a ruling planet that can point to everything I said?

I DO NOT REFER TO THE CHART RULER. BUT THE POWERS OF THE PLANETS.

 

[carabas]

Hi Daniela
horrible age to be twenty, everyone asks what you're going to do and you still haven't figured out who you are.

as already said by Samantha, your chart does not have particularly harsh aspects,
or aspects that justify your big discomfort.
But as always the plot is the chart, but often you have to work a lot on the characters, the acting and the scenography.
Sometimes even the Theater needs to be changed for a good staging of who we are.

Your post shows that you don't feel comfortable where you are, your relatives **** you off,
nobody understands you at school, you yourself don't seem to think much of yourself.

Well expected Sun and Mercury in the 4th house seem to indicate that you are still very attached to your place of origin,
your shell, so you will find a way to feel good about it sooner or later.
Saturn on the 9th house cusp can mean that you have very rigid convictions and traveling abroad
can be a great challenge to overcome your fears of not being understood and accepted.

For a Capricorn with Saturn trine to the Sun, youth is seen more as apprenticeship
after which you are finally adults, independent.

Your Moon in Libra (also ruled by Saturn) makes you very demanding and selective in relationships,
you aspire to a balance that only rarely exists. Your Venus is in Scorpio, also absolutist and not inclined to compromise.

For you, aesthetics (yours) are important, and the Virgo ascendant enhances Saturnian needs
prompting you to find faults in everyone, including yourself.
You'll admit that it's not the best way to make yourself welcome...
As someone said, in order to be loved, you have to make yourself lovable in some way.
Find your way.
(Sometimes just forcing yourself to smile before entering a room or before talking to ANYONE to see the difference)

The Moon is connected with the 5th house, so you have great creative potential,
originality and desire to express yourself, perhaps even related to the work you will do in the future,
since the moon is on the cusp of the 2nd house.
The dominant seems to be Saturn with some Venus issues.
So, as a Capricorn I advise you to study, learn, experience as much as you can,
because in a few years things will fall into place and you will have to be prepared.

Best

 

[Dan99]

Hi Daniela
horrible age to be twenty, everyone asks what you're going to do and you still haven't figured out who you are.

as already said by Samantha, your chart does not have particularly harsh aspects,
or aspects that justify your big discomfort.
But as always the plot is the chart, but often you have to work a lot on the characters, the acting and the scenography.
Sometimes even the Theater needs to be changed for a good staging of who we are.

Your post shows that you don't feel comfortable where you are, your relatives **** you off,
nobody understands you at school, you yourself don't seem to think much of yourself.

Well expected Sun and Mercury in the 4th house seem to indicate that you are still very attached to your place of origin,
your shell, so you will find a way to feel good about it sooner or later.
Saturn on the 9th house cusp can mean that you have very rigid convictions and traveling abroad
can be a great challenge to overcome your fears of not being understood and accepted.

For a Capricorn with Saturn trine to the Sun, youth is seen more as apprenticeship
after which you are finally adults, independent.

Your Moon in Libra (also ruled by Saturn) makes you very demanding and selective in relationships,
you aspire to a balance that only rarely exists. Your Venus is in Scorpio, also absolutist and not inclined to compromise.

For you, aesthetics (yours) are important, and the Virgo ascendant enhances Saturnian needs
prompting you to find faults in everyone, including yourself.
You'll admit that it's not the best way to make yourself welcome...
As someone said, in order to be loved, you have to make yourself lovable in some way.
Find your way.
(Sometimes just forcing yourself to smile before entering a room or before talking to ANYONE to see the difference)

The Moon is connected with the 5th house, so you have great creative potential,
originality and desire to express yourself, perhaps even related to the work you will do in the future,
since the moon is on the cusp of the 2nd house.
The dominant seems to be Saturn with some Venus issues.
So, as a Capricorn I advise you to study, learn, experience as much as you can,
because in a few years things will fall into place and you will have to be prepared.

Best

Interesting description.
So Saturn is my dominant planet?