I Googled "clingy" beside the term Cancer Moon, and found this site. This was my attempt at discovering how destined I am to make any more boneheaded errors than I just did today, with regard to repelling others with my clingyness or neediness.
I angered one of the regulars at a bar/restaurant I usually frequent , since it's so close to where I live. He was angry, because I was using him (unwittingly) as my personal therapist, I guess, because I liked him, and didn't know too many others there.
He knows everyone who comes to this bar everyday (older Italian men - I'm in Italy btw) and apparently I'd been making such a nuisance of myself, that he's been letting all the other guys know that he's sick/tired of my writing emails to him. I don't know Italian that well (not trying hard enough really) so it's been easy to use my translation app to write him about stuff that bothered me He blew up at me about an hour ago, and told me to stop it Now, I feel as though both he and his friends hate me, and right now (especially now) I hate this damned Cancer Moon that I've been plagued with since birth!
So now, instead of chalking this up as an experience or as a lesson to learnfrom the universal conscious intelligence, I'm feeling that my life is ruined, I'm feeling so much shame (truckloads) that I never want to ever show my face there again. Why can I chalk this up as being the tendency of a Cancer Moon? Because this experience has replicated itself over and over in my life, and because everything I 've read about being a Moon in this placement has been spot-on to one degree or another!
Besides, I can see that I care too damned much about things that other people would shrug off, like slights in respect or decorum within a professional, social, or customer-focused setting. I don't think that I 'm too adept at taking the emotional vibe of a room (probably because I 'm wired to think pretty negatively about most situations) but the rest of the stuff is terribly true, I'm afraid! I read a post on here that pretty much complained about how the moon in this placement is regarded so negatively, but unfortunately looking at the things I tend to react to, and feel about, I must own most of it!
Despite my having a spiritual life, where I have pointers and precepts to guide me, I forget them all, or don't keep focus on them enough, when I'm in the thick of things, but I don't want to give up these practices and be always in the thralls of this overly sensitive placement. Again, I've made a fool of myself, so it's time to hide out at home and do everything I can do to not have to offend anyone and feel these feelings that seem like they'll never go away! Please, can anyone relate to this placement? My Sun is in Taurus and my Riding's in Virgo. Thanks!