Natally, Im a cappy retro mars in the 4th. My other retros are stationed in the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd houses. I do plan on making more videos, and I'm elated that you enjoyed it!My mars retro is moon-ruled in Cancer. hence the emotional contention (i didn't clarify that prior )
are your retro stelliums connected to moon or 4th? if so - ay yi yai!!! take another drag for me, eh? (i'm a puffer too).
if so - that would explain your cool you tube video about 4th house retro mars and such. maybe with mercury - thinking it through, always a good ally even in the retrograde - but especially in the retrograde.
good job though - basic deep and meaningful in a gist. props to you and more to come i hope!