So I have a bad relationship with my family, ever since young; my father used to be very dominating and he used to always show this very angry energy which was why I always hated him and couldn’t like him, he never showed his emotions in any way to my family when we were young. He’s an aries and it’s in my 4th house and my mom’s a libra and it’s in my 10th house. My mom tho, she’s a very quiet type of person in the public but she is VERY picky and judge-mental and overly critical and she can say the meanest **** behind people’s backs and i mean family gossip is a normal thing but she’s very judge-mental and always would pick what clothes i should wear or not, not only does she do it to me but also my father & sister. But i prefer my mom no doubt, she can be really easy to talk my problems to. I never talk about my problems to my dad. My sister tho is an Aquarius, she’s okay, like it’s a normal sibling relationship, it’s fun to talk to her because we have the same interests but she can be annoying sometimes. Now as i became like 16, I feel like my father started showing more of his emotions as in being more welcoming i guess but he still has those anger issues and is very stubborn and he still scolds me on a daily basis that’s why i still can’t vibe with him and i want to know what will happen in the long run with my family because it seems like they are going to restrict me forever. The fact that I also have north node in 4th baffles me, it’s like basically saying I have to focus
more on my family but we all are so toxic being and staying together and it’s just a nightmare for me.