also, as i do more and more charts, I notice I instantly pick out the point in the chart causing the most hurt. I can dig out emotional wounds like a ferret going mach 1. its the first and only thing i can see sometimes.
I LOVE that image. It really speaks to your Mars/Saturn exact conjunction perfectly. and then the square to Mercury helps you communicate it.
Ebertin says of Mars/Saturn = Mercury;
"Thoughts on separation, illness, death, or the next world beyond."
So you know how to get right to the root of the problem, instantly.