Doom & Gloom

Ukpoohbear

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No I don't. I don't think I'm "that" old, lol. But my late Libra mother in law born 10/7/1919 was a huge fan.

BTW, your tapestries are truly lovely! You have good taste.

This was the scandalous breakdown she had: (I heard it caused her divorce)


Ah yes, it would be good to read up more about her. I had already read the Wiki one you and posted and also another one that said her 1st husband had been really good at handling her Bipolar. But she fell madly in love with Olivier and he had to deal with it. He wasn’t as good so the 1st husband would still help out on the worst occasions (sorry I can’t remember the names).

I even think her 1st husband helped out the 3rd husband.

She seemed addicted to Olivier. She was known to turn down roles and suddenly have interest in other roles, depending if Olivier would be her co-star or not.

That’s all I know though.

It’s sad she had Bipolar and even sadder it wasn’t as known as it is now how to treat it.

I’ll read about her big breakdown.

Oh, Sadly, those are not my tapestries, but an example of each of the tapestries that were made by Chatham in 1995/7.

I have only just recently came across them and will now have a hobby to collect them all eventually.

Oh and sorry, I wasn’t sure what age you were and was just enquiring lol.
 
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Ukpoohbear

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Ukpoohbear

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Spiritual tip:

People on the same energy level will naturally gravitate towards each other.

It doesn’t always happen like this at first though, because relationships are complicated, and many people will feel attracted to those on different energetic levels for other reasons.

But if you are on a different energetic level to somebody, like if you are more or less mature than the other person, conflict will eventually crop up.

Also, don’t be surprised when you have been giving patience to someone who is not on the same level as you, because they will not match your level, and they will always match the level their vibration is on. A popular phrase for this is ‘red flags,’ because you’ll know when someone vibrates at a different wavelength to you.

They will never appreciate you for your own wavelength, they will only match you at the level they can create. So do not be surprised when conflict turns to deception, betrayal and drama.

They will betray you for somebody more on their own energetic level. They will then be faced with themselves - all the negativity they caused you, they will be faced by that same energy in the form of another person.

They will either grow or sink. Let them. Let them face their own wrath.

Share your energy with others at your own risk. Be aware, you are playing with somebody who will f you over from within the window of their own vibration.

Moral: ascension is lonely.

Insight: I posted 3 of Swords because I am in lots of emotional pain right now, due to giving my loyalty and love to those who have chosen their selfishness in order to survive life.

I am sitting with the pain. I am feeling better than I did yesterday. I caught up on my handwashing and (hopefully) got a stain out of suede boots.

I also wrote a list, a pre-New Year’s Resolution list, if you will.

Because even though people will f you over and not even have the emotional capacity to recognise or even care what effect their actions have on others - you still have the higher vibration.

Yes, it hurts. Yes, it is lonely choosing the right path, but you still win because you always do the right thing, and all you have to do to neutralise the effect their low vibration had on you, is to focus again on yourself and remaining good ie:

Success is the best revenge.

My list:
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Ukpoohbear

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Another thing I have considered recently is taking stock of just how good my vibration is and what ways I can improve it. I don’t normally thing of progress in terms of vibration, I just always follow my conscience and treat others the way I would like to be treated.

However, I have noticed I have been giving out some negative energy and having now realised that, I am taking stock off it and will attempt to clean it up —

When someone has done me wrong, I am angry, and I wish for karma for them hurting me.

Yes, it normally subsides on its own, but when I am in emotional pain, I desperately seek for some form of comeuppance. Although it does usually go by itself, or at least, dies down once I calm down, I still don’t like the wish for something negative to happen to somebody. I don’t like that, it’s like sending the evil eye to somebody. I would like to let that go, whilst also accepting anger as a normal emotion. Some food for thought I am still working on.
 

Ukpoohbear

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Matthew Perry had a tough natal chart. Really tough! The problems were in his 4th House, which had his Moon opposite Saturn, and Neptune square his Sun, all in Fixed-signs - Leo, Scorpio, and Taurus.

He did the best he could - definitely an inspired performer and a good person.

The autopsy for Matthew Perry has just been released and, unfortunately, he was not clean of drugs when he died.

Ketamine was found in his system. He was undergoing Ketamine Infusion Therapy but his last session was a week and a half before he died, and Ketamine only stays in the system for 2-4 hours.

So, he was using Ketamine for therapy and recreationally.

 

Moondancing

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Wow, that’s class. And quite right too.

Plot twist: our homes are already the shelters built for us to survive this current apocalypse. 😂

Certainly feels like that sometimes, especially during winter or when it was lockdown.
I'm not sure I want to survive what he is building his bunker for. What does he know?

My environment does not feel threatening, not beyond what I can take control of anyway.
 
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Opal

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It is also environmentally sound. Building below, saves on heat or air conditioning bills. Limits all entrances, but also limits exits.
 

Ukpoohbear

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I'm not sure I want to survive what he is building his bunker for. What does he know?

My environment does not feel threatening, not beyond what I can take control of anyway.

Who knows what the 1% know. :/

With the Age of Capricorn ending and the sense of the Age of Aquarius starting to reverberate into our consciousness, maybe the 1% can sense their time at the top is in jeopardy.

Although, I’m not sure it is close enough in our lifetime to witness a total loss of power.

Or, maybe he’s just afraid of death like we all are but has the means to express it.

I feel scared of life quite a lot, but I am an anxious person.

When I take the rubbish out each evening, I prepare myself for signs of two XL Bully’s coming to charge at me, things like that 😂
 
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Humanitarian

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Who knows that they know.

With the Age of Capricorn ending and the sense of the Age of Aquarius starting to reverberate into our consciousness, maybe the 1% can sense their time at the top is in jeopardy.

Although, I’m not sure it is close enough in our lifetime to witness a total loss of power.

Or, maybe he’s just afraid of death and has the means to express it.

I feel scared of life quite a lot, but I am an anxious person.

When I take the rubbish out each evening, I prepare myself for signs of two XL Bully’s coming to charge at me, things like that 😂
If I encounter XL Bully's, I'll wear a hazmat suit to protect myself from being bitten by dogs!
 

Ukpoohbear

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If I encounter XL Bully's, I'll wear a hazmat suit to protect myself from being bitten by dogs!

I dated a drug dealer for a week (I do not recommend doing this lol) and he also has the reputation for being the hardest man in our little town. I knew off him socially from a pub from back in the day when socialising and drinking was the norm and he used to have a huge crush on me, to the point he used to follow me home from the pub even though he had a girlfriend! I would tell him to F off because I thought he was dangerous then, plus I had a boyfriend. So I wanted to date him now because I needed an ego boost after being hurt because I betrayed by the last guy I dated and thought someone who used to have me on a pedastal would be a good move (it was not).

I went out for a game of pool with one of my friends who was surprised to hear me dating this guy and knew what he was like, so he decided to ask this random guy also at the pool table if he knew off him. The random guy got such a reaction upon hearing his name, he felt threatened and then there was a confusion about trying to calm the situation down because the guy got so freaked out!

The drug dealer has Venus-Pluto in Scorpio, which is a drug dealer marker I think, caused by low self-esteem.

I want to reiterate - do not date a drug dealer. The guy had no money to date me properly anyway and his morals are skewed to fuk.

Anyway, I asked him if he was scared of XL Bully’s and he looked at me as if I was stupid. I then asked him what would he do if one attacked him and his advice was - rip their back legs apart, that is a dog’s weakness.

So, handy tip there.

It did strike me as it must be really nice to go through life not feeling physically threatened by much. He would be a good protecter and he does have morals towards women, but still, he is a person to avoid due to his lifestyle and morals. He is a lost and frankly dangerous soul with anger and mummy issues.

Thankfully, his weakness is women and he has a lot of patience towards them, just not men, who he happens to take his anger out on. It was very telling when he got upset one night when he was telling me his Mum had bullied him and abused him badly ‘for being too honest,’ but didn’t pick on his younger brother.

The only reason I dated him was because my heart was broken over another.

Anyway. Snap the back legs off a XL Bully or other such threat.
 
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Ukpoohbear

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It is also environmentally sound. Building below, saves on heat or air conditioning bills. Limits all entrances, but also limits exits.

That’s true. Although, limiting of exits was a scary thought. Just wondering how many secret homes there are and what poor souls they are hiding. :/
 
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Ukpoohbear

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Ignore the advice from your intuition at your own peril

I first heard an intuitive message that I should stop drinking about two years ago.

I don’t drink a lot, I can go weeks or months without a drink until a social plan is made but, when I do, I tend to drink double serving of spirits like rum and party for a few hours at a time.

I’ve heard this same intuitive warning a handful of times I’ve the past two or three years nkw.

I will hear things like, ‘alcohol is poison,’ or, ‘alcohol causes cancer.’ etc

I am worried that I should have stopped drinking when I first heard the message two years ago, or I am hoping the universe allows for a slow movement towards realisation - normally it does. In fact, as humans, our whole life is a series of fortunate and constant opportunities to improve our karmic selves.

However, my intuition is telling me - ‘do it soon, before it is too late,’ and I am taking that to mean, **** is about to hit the fan soon - as in, a few months or a year or even a couple of years.

I was also intuitively told I need to start building up my immune system, as if gearing up for a major health scare.

I have also intuitively been told that, as much as what life has been a whirl of PTSD and stress, and growth, for me - that my life is about to get happier than I could ever have dreamed off, and I am going to regret it if I do not make these health changes now.

For my New Year’s Resolution this year - I am going to become sober for the rest of my life.
 
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