Doom & Gloom

Humanitarian

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Ukpoohbear, my life isn't as peaceful as it seems, as my family has been interfering with my activity here and want me to stop using astrology after all...
 

Humanitarian

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Neptune actually gave me a gift, and that was my introduction to astrology and this forum, AW... (He was conjuncting my Uranus, and it gave me a lot of spiritual gifts after the transit ends).
 

Humanitarian

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Neptune was exactly on Uranus on the day I joined AW... and I think it's God-chosen for me to be here for people.
 

Ukpoohbear

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Ukpoohbear, my life isn't as peaceful as it seems, as my family has been interfering with my activity here and want me to stop using astrology after all...

I wasn’t meaning your life specifically seems peaceful. I was speaking generally; we all have a tendency to hope for the future instead of embracing the present. This is what I try to re-direct my mind to do.
 

Humanitarian

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I wasn’t meaning your life specifically seems peaceful. I was speaking generally; we all have a tendency to hope for the future instead of embracing the present. This is what I try to re-direct my mind to do.
Oh, I see. I realized that I'm worried too much about the past and the future, and I'm redirecting myself back to the present time...
 

Ukpoohbear

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Oh, I see. I realized that I'm worried too much about the past and the future, and I'm redirecting myself back to the present time...

Yes. I was walking through town and feeling sorry for myself and hating where I was. I then chose to switch my mind frame to accepting that I feel a bit down and accepting where and who I am. It then became quite weird because I felt alive for the first time. Not alive in a super energetic way, just alive as in present and more grateful. It felt good to be able to pull myself out of a murky frame of mind like that and see things more as they are and not as my mind is colouring things to be.

Try it. It took me a few times to actually want to do it because I learnt about Eckhart Tolle years ago but still had a tendency to feel sorry for myself.

It is like the concept was inside my head and it ruminated for an couple of years and then I made use of it once I was ready to try it.
 

Humanitarian

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I'm very spiritual to begin with, so it's easier for me to be in the present than other people... (But, I still have my own worries like other people, so I can have some moments when I forgot the present and think only about either the past or the future).
 
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Ukpoohbear

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I'm very spiritual to begin with, so it's easier for me to be in rhe present than other people... (But, I still have my own worries like other people, so I can have some moments when I forgot the present and think only about either the past or the future.

That’s interesting. I count myself as a spiritual person but I struggle to be in the present more than most people (I assume). I’ve lived just about all my life stuck inside my own head, which is not what life is supposed to be about. This Neptune transit is forcing me or inviting me to be more alive.

Even though I am a spiritual person, a lot of my psychic sensitivity are blocked by Saturn I think. For eg, people who are less spiritual than me have psychic abilities which confuses me.

However, I am also very grateful for Saturn because the wall that I put up around myself has actually helped protect me from a lot of bad influence because I tend to keep myself to myself. Now I am being invited back out to life by Neptune and it’s nice.

I will write more about this later because I have had some interesting experiences or revelations with regards to what Neptune is telling me.

Right now I need to get my housework out of the way before my date with this mad drug dealer.
 

Humanitarian

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I have had some traumatic events lately, and from late 2020, I lost my spiritual abilities, and even I can't dream in images since then. I had a lot of bullies in my school, and my Mars clouded my perceptions and then I screamed way too loud and even smashed some tables (not yet broken) too. From this year, I regained my spiritual abilities and I discovered that I have a good intuition if I'm in the present moment and surrender myself to God/Source/Omniverse. I also discovered my clairaudience and clairsentience, and even some starseed telepathic abilities, so I'm more spiritual than not. Probably I will do many jobs at the same time, like a healer, astrologer, psychic and and even a spiritual herbalist, too.
 

david starling

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Yes, I have received a huge gift from Neptune. The gift of freedom.

This year has been a hugely stressful time for me but inside I do not feel defeated. I feel tired! And I am enjoying the rest. But walking out from a job that I wasn’t well enough to do is a spiritual gift.

This is why I like this forum because people like you understand what is going on.

I am not afraid. I am grateful. I am recuperating.

:)

Thanks, Hu. You big hum bug.

Apps can call him "Humbag". :lol:
 

passiflora

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Just an update about my work situation, I had to hand in my notice. I had to take time off work to deal with the side-effects of the Setraline (anti-depressant).

It’s quite amazing because my life has completely changed.

The main thing is, I feel good inside. And I’m just going with the flow of whatever the transits throw at me.

Some people can get really depressed when this happens, I have before. I’ve walked out of a job and lost a lot of weight, but because I know a Pluto transit causes your life to fall apart which is completely out with your control, and eventually leads on to something more aligned with your new self, I am aware it is all part of the process of the bigger picture.

When I was working in my working-from-home job, I used to look outside my window and just wish I could be outside to enjoy life.

Well, be careful what you wish for because a year later, I am free from that imprisonment and was even forced to leave a job that wouldn’t fulfilled my soul anyway.

Last year, I was a workaholic. Now, it has a more Neptune feel, and I am just blowing with the wind and flowing with the waves. 💨 🌊

Is there any other supportive counselor you can see in your area, besides the person prescribing the medications? The medication sounds very serious if it caused you to quit your job. Right thing, wrong reason kind of thing.
 

Ukpoohbear

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Is there any other supportive counselor you can see in your area, besides the person prescribing the medications? The medication sounds very serious if it caused you to quit your job. Right thing, wrong reason kind of thing.

Well thankfully, I am not seeing those same people anymore because they were linked to that job. As soon as I signed myself off sick, I was referred to Occupational Health (OH) and I got to skip the NHS queue and started seeing a counsellor within a week (waiting list is usually a year) and I would meet with the lady from OH.

Her objective was to get me back to work asap. Because I was new at the job, my first month off sick I received full pay, then it went down to half pay on 2nd month and 3rd month would be no pay. They didn’t want me still employed by then if I wasn’t on the payroll.

I did realise she was rushing the dosage increase and I even said that to her but said I was happy to go along with it because I really wanted to get back to work too. But by the time it went up to 150mg, my body was just exhausted and her reaction was , ‘I know,’ as if she knew that would happen.

So as soon as I handed in my resignation, I’ve decreased the dosage myself and taking my time and listening to my body.

I do feel pretty angry that people would play with your health like that just because it’s their job title but some people are just ignorant.
 

Humanitarian

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Ukpoohbear, from my intuition, you should take only a very low dose of anti-depressants, like 40mg or even lower for the wellness of both your physical body and spiritual body, not just your physical body after all... (My intuition's information comes from a spirit guide).
 

Ukpoohbear

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Ukpoohbear, from my intuition, you should take only a very low dose of anti-depressants, like 40mg or even lower for the wellness of both your physical body and spiritual body, not just your physical body after all... (My intuition's information comes from a spirit guide).

Yes I agree. Going by from what I’ve read online 50mg of Setraline is just as effective as anything above that. The effects start to taper off by 100mg. Highest you can go on is 200mg.

Big Pharma is scary.
 

passiflora

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Is the new person you are seeing better than the occupational health person was? Btw, that (OH role) could be a very hard job to be in if there are specific performance measures.
 

Ukpoohbear

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Is the new person you are seeing better than the occupational health person was? Btw, that (OH role) could be a very hard job to be in if there are specific performance measures.

It would just be my local GP I would see now. I spoke to him a few weeks ago but I’ve just lowered the dose myself by 50mg. I could one them and tell them I’ve done that.
 

passiflora

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It would just be my local GP I would see now. I spoke to him a few weeks ago but I’ve just lowered the dose myself by 50mg. I could one them and tell them I’ve done that.
good luck! Recommendation for most psychotropic meds is to taper off very slowly to avoid messing with yourself, unless you're having a severe reaction which needs you to stop the meds right away.

Totally rooting for you by the way. About your post on losing your psychic abilities, that has happened to me before also. It's part of the way they grow and change to protect you. I remember going to a psychic fair once many years ago and so many of the psychics were rude, gruff, somehow off-putting. The one I was referred to by a friend was also very gruff. I wonder if it's kind of a shell they develop to protect themselves from interpersonal energy when they have all these unwanted or uncontrollable signals coming in from non-obvious sources.
 

Ukpoohbear

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good luck! Recommendation for most psychotropic meds is to taper off very slowly to avoid messing with yourself, unless you're having a severe reaction which needs you to stop the meds right away.

Totally rooting for you by the way. About your post on losing your psychic abilities, that has happened to me before also. It's part of the way they grow and change to protect you. I remember going to a psychic fair once many years ago and so many of the psychics were rude, gruff, somehow off-putting. The one I was referred to by a friend was also very gruff. I wonder if it's kind of a shell they develop to protect themselves from interpersonal energy when they have all these unwanted or uncontrollable signals coming in from non-obvious sources.

Thanks Passi. :) I agree that we are only given that which we can handle, including psychic gifts. Plus, life is for living, after all.
 
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