Lion o ness
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Since I was little, I always just knew things... I considered my self intuitive, but nothing more.. Not giving it much thought either way...
Sometimes things would come to me, and I wouldn't listen and later on I said darn, I should have listened to myself..
Sometimes it's little things like don't go this way, go that way..
It's more like a gut feeling in the pit of my stomach...
I just sometimes get theses flashes of knowing...
Again I never gave it much thought, but recently I went to reiki for the first time, and I really picked up on each persons energy..
I knew I had these messages I had to tell them..
There was a young man there. (A teenager) I told him, what I just knew I had to tell him without even understanding it, why or how.
When I told him these things, tears fell from his eyes... It became very emotional for me.. I ended up crying with him...
Then one by one each person that went up, I picked up on what I needed to tell them.
I passed on the messages I felt they were suppose to hear..
Afterwards, they each said what I told them fit exactly right with each person..
They asked if I was psychic, and I said no, this is a first for me..
I just knew what I had to say to them. What I needed to say was very clear..
Afterwards, I felt good about myself, as if I had done a good deed.
But later, I started feeling confused and also guilty.
I felt confused, cuz.. I have never had that level of knowing... Why or how that happen is a total loss for me.
I felt guilty cuz... What if I gave wrong info, what if it was just my imagination picking up things and me some how making it up, that I needed to tell them this.
I keep asking myself, was I wrong here for telling them...
This has bothered me so much a started researching, and came across
Claircognizance, the description fits very well of what I experienced, also there is a sense of feeling what needed to be told to each person. It was a nagging, do it do it, do it feeling.
I told them everything without even thinking.
These thoughts were my own voice, and a feeling in my gut... I did have a quick flash of a scene, but I still haven't made sense of what I saw.
So now I'm stuck with confusion, was I really suppose to tell these people that, or did I just somehow make it up in my head..
I am posting my chart with transits, just in case it's some crazy transit I'm having.
I'm wondering if Neptune is messing with me, or is it possible I really did have this "psychic" experience..
T. Neptune is in my h12, it's square my n. Neptune
T. Chiron is conjunct my asc
T. Uranus is trine my merc/moon.
(I have natal Uranus sextile merc,moon)
Disclaimer
I'm not claiming to have any psychic abilities, I'm only trying to understand what I am considering as a possible psychic experience.
Sometimes things would come to me, and I wouldn't listen and later on I said darn, I should have listened to myself..
Sometimes it's little things like don't go this way, go that way..
It's more like a gut feeling in the pit of my stomach...
I just sometimes get theses flashes of knowing...
Again I never gave it much thought, but recently I went to reiki for the first time, and I really picked up on each persons energy..
I knew I had these messages I had to tell them..
There was a young man there. (A teenager) I told him, what I just knew I had to tell him without even understanding it, why or how.
When I told him these things, tears fell from his eyes... It became very emotional for me.. I ended up crying with him...
Then one by one each person that went up, I picked up on what I needed to tell them.
I passed on the messages I felt they were suppose to hear..
Afterwards, they each said what I told them fit exactly right with each person..
They asked if I was psychic, and I said no, this is a first for me..
I just knew what I had to say to them. What I needed to say was very clear..
Afterwards, I felt good about myself, as if I had done a good deed.
But later, I started feeling confused and also guilty.
I felt confused, cuz.. I have never had that level of knowing... Why or how that happen is a total loss for me.
I felt guilty cuz... What if I gave wrong info, what if it was just my imagination picking up things and me some how making it up, that I needed to tell them this.
I keep asking myself, was I wrong here for telling them...
This has bothered me so much a started researching, and came across
Claircognizance, the description fits very well of what I experienced, also there is a sense of feeling what needed to be told to each person. It was a nagging, do it do it, do it feeling.
I told them everything without even thinking.
These thoughts were my own voice, and a feeling in my gut... I did have a quick flash of a scene, but I still haven't made sense of what I saw.
So now I'm stuck with confusion, was I really suppose to tell these people that, or did I just somehow make it up in my head..
I am posting my chart with transits, just in case it's some crazy transit I'm having.
I'm wondering if Neptune is messing with me, or is it possible I really did have this "psychic" experience..
T. Neptune is in my h12, it's square my n. Neptune
T. Chiron is conjunct my asc
T. Uranus is trine my merc/moon.
(I have natal Uranus sextile merc,moon)
Disclaimer
I'm not claiming to have any psychic abilities, I'm only trying to understand what I am considering as a possible psychic experience.
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