Well, We're born on the same day so I'll sit this one out.
What the hell why not.
Your ascendant ruler is a Venus who is placed in Capricorn. Capricorn is not the most breeziest of signs and a saturnine Venus such as yours would want nothing more than to be in a relationship that they can invest and grow in. Capricorn is said to get better with age as the natural maturity that comes with weathering life's storms gives the Saturnine some perspective and some humor too. Venus is occidental to the Sun and in the yin sign of Capricorn. This may mean that you come across too reserved romantically so others might think that you have no interest in them when you are really burning with desire inside. An aqua moon may exacerbate this by adding some emotional detachment which others read as coldness.
The dispositor of your Venus is a Saturn that is placed in Pisces, which Venus exalts in. This might mean that you have an underlying want of "true love" which a cap venus alone wouldn't be likely to suggest. So not only do you want a long lasting and durable relationship but you want it to be founded on a transcendental love which cannot be broken. Both Saturn and Venus rules your ascendant so their significations will be that much more important to you.
In this day and age the relationship that you crave is going to be hard to come by. At 19, you're in no way broken because you haven't had a relationship yet. And it's not all rainbows and unicorns being in a relationship either. Don't be fooled by appearances because you don't know what goes on behind close doors.
Btw the nodal axis across the horizon is pretty exact and a powerful player in your chart. There are knowledgeable people here who could help you out with that, if they so desire. It definetly has role to play in your distress imo.