Do i have negative aspects in my 7th house? Im always lonelyIm always alone but i dont consider myself a loner, i dont enjoy being alone. Id love to get married and have a famiky one day. i love being with people, id love to have just one friend in this world i could call just to say hi, one friend in the world .... but i am just so unsuccessful.
here's me with not a single friend in the world. The Silence is the most painful part. My mother tells me to just pray about it but that clearly hasnt helped over the past 12 years
.then suddenly they just disappear
Hi Lisa -I think im a pretty nice person, im not the loudest one
The question is WHY do your friends switch on you and then ghost you?This is interesting, I'm actually the opposite. I never understand my chart, it reads to be someone else. I'm mostly a very quiet person, I avoid being the loudest in the room, i actually have terrible anxiety and am never a jokster unless at home with my family who im comfortable with. I mostly connect with people one on one. I am very good at reading the room and am very empathic to how people are feeling, i can tell when someone is uncomfortable, doesnt want to be bothered or not interested, it's a feeling too. I usually wait and if someone reaches out to me or initiates conversation I will follow. I constantly get told that I have a great personality, gentle and kind is the word I always hear.. people show an interest but disappear or switch on me and I don't know how to build on that, it scares me away because I never want to bother anyone. My ex was very kind at first then he also immediately switched to being abusive. I'm sort of reaching a point where I now avoid everyone because I'm afraid to disappoint anyone and I feel I'm doing a favor by staying away because they'd probably much rather connect with someone better but I hate being lonely. It's a tough situation
"i love being with people, id love to have just one friend in this world i could call just to say hi, one friend in the world .... but i am just so unsuccessful.
I think im a pretty nice person, im not the loudest one
in the room but i love to interact, joke and conversate with people, especially people who have thungs in common wirh me."