Yes i know that noone can be young forever. But you can understand that it is not the same for me. My time to find someone is confined. How many time do you think i have? and for FIRST relationship. 5 years? I am laughting! More less!Oh honey, we all cant be young and cute forever. Thats just part of life.
And quite frankly, you copped the f*ck out with that answer. I know you can tell me AT LEAST THREE THINGS about your life that are good, that you appreciate. Without turning it into something negative.
So, tell me, what are three things about your life that make you happy?
I'll tell you three of mine.
1. I enjoy astrology. Ive found the sabian symbols, the arabic parts and the template for the time
2. I have a stable job that lets me take care of animals.
3. My life is full of mystery and surprises and i know the universe is assisting me.
Down with the doubt and the criticism. There is ALWAYS an answer. Where there is a will there is a way. You have strong will power (mars trine pluto, saturn square sun, pluto on asc.. Etc.) it's just that its turned the wrong way. Instead of using it to defeat yourself, use it to pick yourself up.
Would you take up martial arts? Debating? Something that lets you vent but at the same time encourages your growth and discipline?
Only yoga i take. But it does nothing. What can do?
And no i don't like anything in this life.