yes, you hit the nail on the head emotional turmoil is a thing for me and I always try to balance it. yes, I'm afraid the Mars in cancer means I'm never going to achieve anything in my career. I'm fiercely ambitious and work HARD, but I don't make enough money.
It's pretty unlikely that you'll never achieve anything in your career. I emphasized what you said about being fiercely ambitious because working hard with little to show for it is a brilliant way of putting Mars in Cancer in the 10th with the Moon in Capricorn opposite that Mars.
Of note: Cancer as a lunar sign is concerned with the body. Mars in Cancer could indicate physical injury and Mars opposite the Moon backs that up. Though your chances of major injury are somewhat blunted by Jupiter in Pisces in the 6th, I'd be wary of physical overexertion that could result in illness or injury. This is the most important aspect in your chart, so I'd really pay attention to that.
Mars in Cancer in the 10th does indeed imply challenges in career, but not every day of every moment of your life. Pay attention to transits and solar returns and you'll have an idea when the things he indicates are more or less prominent. Since Jupiter is trine Mars from the right, I find it very unlikely that you'll die unaccomplished.
Would you be able to explain this a bit more? I've never considered that my mercury is ruled by the moon. And that it's near Saturn. It's the way i communicate?
Well Mercury is in Cancer ruled by the Moon. I looked at Mercury because Mercury very generally represents the way that we think, reason, and communicate. Mercury in Cancer would imply that the way that you think is heavily influenced by the way that you feel and not necessarily emotionally, but physically as well. Considering Mars in Cancer opposite the Moon, it could mean that your mental state is tends to deteriorate due to physical overexertion. Saturn is generally associated with depression and melancholy and being next to Mercury tends to sour the way that you look at the world. Even if things are going fine, for you they won't be, or at least that's how you'll see it.
As far as communication goes, Mercury in Cancer ruled by that Mars is what we have to come back to. The way you communicate will be highly contingent on how you're feeling that day, physically that is. You might communicate in a super pessimistic and nihilistic manner when you're feeling particularly hammered.
Yes, and in a way I was ready for it because my natal moon in capricorn has been giving off these stark and stern vibes all my life. there's just no comfort and only barrenness.
Probably that Moon-Mars opposition again ruling Mercury. Discomfort is a very good way of putting that. With what I said earlier as far as recommendations go, now that I've really looked at how important that Moon-Mars opposition is I want to emphasize the importance of adequate rest.
Cause I definitely see that that might be a major problem for you as far as your physical health goes. And for you your physical health feeds directly into your mental state, more so than most.