I'm sorry. What were you referring to as that? I've often wondered how I might expect this " ruler conjunct Saturn in Cancer" to manifest.That seems more to do with the south node influence - ruler conjunct Saturn in Cancer, with your Sun located right on the node.
With the nodes, I see them as representing a polarity which is constant in each of our lives - one of abundance (north node) or one of lack (south node). They each exist simultaneously, depending on where we habitually place our focus. We can either act in service to our own security and egoic needs, or serve something greater than ourselves, acting as a conduit for that sense of spirit.
My nodal axis is interesting in that the signs fall in opposite houses (Gem in 9H, Sag in 3H). I can't really relate to the parent feeling you mentioned, but there is definitely an innate teacher in the way that I relate to others. I think that I'll make another thread related to the topic of the north node in Sag.
Interestingly enough, I have Jupiter square my axis as well. We can talk about that more, and I can point you toward some reading material if that interests you.
'Planet of rebellion' definitely describes Uranus, but there is a much greater depth to each of the transpersonal planets. On the surface we see eccentricity, extra-sensory perception, genius, rebellion . . . The energy of the planet is going to be something which connects each of these ideas. I guess I see what you mean by that. Can you explain more what you feel from Uranus? Maybe we can take it apart and see how it connects to clairvoyance.
I've thought more about my comment that I feel "parental." There is a positive quality to it, I think. I genuinely feel empathy and connectedness with my fellow humans, both collectively and individually, and so I want to protect. You know how people feel that things could never happen to them? I've never felt that. I expect things to happen to me. And I expect to be the one to have to do things. This may be sun in first house stuff I'm describing. I'm sure many placements are involved.
The negative side to this parental feeling is a bit of arrogance and detachment. Somehow I can be the bigger person and look out for people because I can see better than they and be the martyr. (How special of my Christ-like ***, eh?!?) This could be a Gemini sun feeling I'm describing. Sometimes the detachment fails, and then I rage like a lunatic, but that is for another thread.
I still feel it's somehow related to the Sagittarius North Node description you wrote earlier, or maybe the Jupiter in Pisces in 11th H., and the feeling that I have access to this...I don't know how to describe it...this benevolent and authoritative power to help/teach/guide. Wow, that looks pretentious written down. (Clearly, I also have a knee-jerk reaction to use self-deprecating humor.) I guess that same access is where the dreams come from. My monkey mind is more out of the way when I'm asleep, I suppose. When I'm awake, like right now, it's usually quite busy. Crises situations actually cut through the chatter, and that is when I am calm. A similar thing happens when I teach in front of a group.
I'm way off-topic. I should go find your other thread.