Earlier in my life, I was not a very passionate person. I was a typical 9th house south node person - someone not worried about life on earth, but concerned about spiritual life.
Later, life painfully taught me that life on earth is equally important. May be I crave for some kind of mountain top(capricorn stellium in my chart with north node). I was just going with the flow in life - I was someone who was doing what others expect of me. Some 6 years back I won a scholarship to pursue PhD. I joined PhD and got badly burnt. I lost interest mid-way in research (9th house south node).
I was wondering about chiron conjunct mc in natal chart.....