It is quite straight forward really.Wow you guys are really spot on tonight! I almost went the traditional artist route in the past, and recently I began writing short stories with a desire to get something published. Also I have been a dreamer all my life to a ridiculous degree. lol
The square between Mars and Neptune suggests that your natural tendencies to assert yourself may cause confusion and turmoil in your life. You may experience ups and downs in your feelings and ambitions. Vague or subconscious reasons prompting you to act may conflict with your sensitive feelings. This aspect stimulates interest in spiritual issues and produces a degree of psychic energy, even spiritual delusion. It's often associated with sexual anxieties, repressed sexual urges, or some degree of deception associated with sexual affairs. This aspect is one that suggests you may do best when you are alone.http://www.skyscript.co.uk/marsaspects.html#masne
Neptune in Conjunction, Trine, Sextile to Midheaven
You'll do well to pursue a career where you can put your imaginative talents to use. You may experience a time of career confusion, along with seemingly aimless drifting before you settle firmly into a profession. That's OK because you'd rather pursue your ideal work. Some call this following your bliss. Consider some of the following career potentials: acting, any of the helping professions, working as a healer, undercover agent, psychologist, or in the arts (music, singing, dancing, painting)...or working in the field of chemistry and pharmaceuticals.