Yennefer
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It has been observed that Dark/Black Moon Lilith says much about the innocence of (lost) childhood, that is then taken over by the moon until such a time that one no longer cares what others think, feel, and do, and is guided from within to act and do that which comes 'naturally'.
This sounds very very familiar to me... I have Black Moon Lilith in Sagittarius conjunct my Ascendant so I see the world through "BML glasses" and indeed, with no effort, I have such an approach to anything/anyone that many just don´t understand it - ´cause I really do not care what others think and do - and that does not mean I don´t care for them, it´s just that their actions, advices etc have no effect on me, doesn´t matter if it is discussing career path or choosing a toothpaste.
I am very much attuned to myself (my Higher self?) and anything I do and think comes from this therefore others´ inputs can´t make any difference. Sometimes it causes problems in relationships with people who wants to influence me in any matter - even if I would willingly tried to be influenced, they simply can´t do so they feel confused and also angry. And sometimes they think I am very cold (I am NOT! I am supersensitive with BML-ASC-Neptune conjunction in Sagittarius!).
Not to speak about gender issues, men just DO have BIG problems with me as they cannot exert any kind of control in the relationship with me. They aren´t being controlled by me and it seems that they don´t know what to do with all this space and freedom thy are getting. They´re frightened
But this probably have something to do with my MC conjunct Saturn conjunct Pluto in Libra so they see me as the one wanting to have control over all.
But I have learned that I can only get control over my life if I stay in touch with the realms within and I find Black Moon Lilith´s energy very helpful in this respect. For me, felt personally, it is as a kind of inner wisdom, untouched by time, connected to something very deep in human soul.
In handling the daily routine, I actually find Saturn-Pluto-MC conjunction helpful for dealing with the world and its requirements - otherwise I think I might have get so much into these inner realms that I would be connected to the great endless wisdom but actually loose contact with the mundane world! So it keeps me going