Having Black Moon Lilith and Rahu/North Node in my 7th house makes it hard to be in a relationship. With every phase of the moon, it makes things difficult. Especially, escaping my “I’m a terrible person why are you with me” thoughts. 4 years ago I was in a relationship with someone whose sun sign was conjunct to my Rahu and Lilith and it left me completely heartless, after being on and off it was the most obsessive and toxic relationship I’ve ever been in. But the attraction was nothing like anything I’ve ever experienced. Has anyone else had this placement with someone? If so, how do you cope?