Do you dread things. I have this problem. I dread things and its all to do with hesitancy and not taking action and dwelling on things and letting my mind wander on what could go wrong. I wish I was more laid back and assertive when needed. I attribute this to my asc in virgo conjunct pluto and mercury in libra dithering and overthinking. Plus at the moment I am having tr rx saturn conjunct my mercury. Thinking small, feeling cornered, vulnerable. I hate it. Hopefully tr mars in my 1st house now will help. When I do get on the phone and speak to people it all goes away to an extent.Just wondered where that dread comes from. Probably something to do with fear and wanting to be in control, and being a cynical old tired woman lol. Possibly saturn in 5th natally and problem with self expression? Its like I worry and make problems for myself when there are none. Sorry for the rant, had a bad day and I strive to be positive and pep talk myself so much.