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Message: <blockquote data-quote="UnluckyGirl" data-source="post: 873275" data-attributes="member: 47635">Slytherin88 Wow! First of all it's very nice that you feel comfortable to talk about things that you didn't feel comfortable before. It's a big step. I am happy that not all Saturn transits ruined you although even some of the ones that you see helpful did initially kind of "ruined" you. I always believe that there is a nice way to make someone understand something. Yes transit Pluto is in Capricorn, so when my dad died transit Pluto conjuncted natal Uranus and was in the 7th h cusp. I know this is considered a "death" aspect because I've read some posts talking about it, but the aspect has to be very close like 1 orb close exactly because we're talking about a very slow planet. Generally though transit/progressive Saturn operates most of the times alone, meaning that most of the times there are no other hard aspects.. I currently have progressed Sun opposite natal Saturn.. I am wondering if Saturn is so problematic for me because on Uranus on 7th h cusp opposite Sun. I am really stunned by how differently we "express" the same house placements in same signs. I remember myself feeling turned on for the first time at a very young age (about 8 yo) of course I didn't know what that feeling meant nor how it's called since I was kid. Also I don't understand why you see psychologist (I mean going to one) so negatively? I know people going to one without having issues. It is not a shame at all. You say ypu always felt alienated and if I amnot wrong it sounds like you didn't want to (which is completely normal).. Me on the other hand I wish that I could be more alienated but the circumstances do not allow me to. I can't tell you how many times I wished that I could be invisible. (Sun in 12th H, Moon in Pisces and South Node in 1st H along with Saturn in 8th H aqua and Uranus in 7th). I also have difficulty in getting closer to others even physically. But others do not have the same difficulty with me.. It must be Pisces and Neptune maybe even leo's fault because they see me too warm and compassionate even social in the beggining and they are kind of shocked when they realise that I am actually detached and not close like they thought I was. Also you say others do not approach you when i have the exact opposite problem. I try to hide and to be blunt or indifferent in order to make others avoid me and I can not! I guess your country is less modern which is good in your case. But to be honest I do not care about what others think etc.. I care about when you are ready to do things like sex for example. So since I was practically ready when I was 16teen then not having it when my body craved it for so many years is a torment. If I didn't feel the need to have sex then I wouldn't care at all. You know what I mean? But having sex at 47 yo for the first time??? I would really prefer to not have at all. I was never ashamed for being a virgin because it was my choice since I had good opportunities. But to be honest I wouldn't like it if someone was inexperienced at this age, the sex would be bad because of both feeling awkward, nervous and childish.. It feels like whne you see a 60 yo old woman acting like a silly 20 yo girl. Every age has its thing. Of course that is my personal opinion. Everyone whould do what makes him/her feel better. For me though I prefer to never have sex than having it after I hit my 30s. I will feel ashamed because of being too much immature sexually, so I prefer to not going through that at all. I agree about Pluto wanting deep intimacy but I would say the exact opposite for Uranus in 7th, Saturn in 8th H, 7th H in Calricorn and 8th H in Aqua.. All these placements are cold ones actually, I can't imagine a colder sign than Aquarius and Capricorn.  Of course you can add me, I love talking about astrology generally so you can count on me for that Here is my natal chart<img src="http://i67.tinypic.com/2jcc781.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></blockquote>

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