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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Slytherin88" data-source="post: 873211" data-attributes="member: 52844">@UnluckyGirlI'm so sorry for what you've been through. Saturn can be brutal. But, for me I can't say that all Saturn transits were horrible.I'll explain some of them starting with the terrible ones.Saturn in the 4th house was horrible. I kept fighting with my mum. This was when I started getting depressed and suicidal. But, I can't blame Saturn alone. Pluto was square Mercury, and Mercury rules my 4th and 12th house. My unconscious suicidal thoughts came to surface.All Saturn aspecting itself brought death in my life. There were also inheritance problems. When Saturn was square Saturn for the second time, I had 5 deaths.Now to positive ones. Saturn conjunct Moon was quite helpful to me, ironically. My depression became really bad, but after that I had clarifications. I realized that I was in a very hopeless state, and what I needed to do to get out of depression. I couldn't go to a psychologist, and I was the one who brought myself out of depression after three years. Saturn square mercury was really helpful. I completed a difficult task, and got maximum points. I also wrote many things.Can you please post the chart?Also, was Pluto aspecting any of your planets? Pluto can be more cruel than Saturn, and its effect more longlasting, since it moves so slowly.And now on matter on hand.I have Uranus,Neptune in the 7th house, and Rahu or North Node is in my 6th house in Capricorn. I have suffered more than a decade from depression. Only last three years or so I was free of depression, even though I have occasional depressive episodes. I don't talk with others in my life that much about it, and I was never to a psychologist due to fear of stigma. Depression isolated me from others, and I always felt alienated(Saturn in Aquarius, Uranus in the 7th house.)I couldn't form strong friendships, let alone romantic relationship. Others perceive me as weird and too serious, and don't approach me romantically. When it comes to sex, I didn't have sexual feelings until 21-22, when I started to come out of depression. I remember when I was 20, I prayed to God to not have sex that year. Mostly to me not being very informed about sex, I thought that sex is used to humiliate females, and thought why would a woman do smth so horrible to themselves. After 22, I started getting for comfortable with my sexuality. 27 or even 30 is not too late to have sex for the first time. If anything, I think everybody develops in different rates. I learnt how to read when I was 2, but many learnt when they were 7. It makes no difference. It's not unusual in my country. I even know someone(Maybe a Cancer Ascendant judging from her looks.) who lost her virginity at age 47. She fell in love with a guy when she was 29. There was an age gap, and he was wasting her time. In the end, he got married to someone else. That really disappointed her in love. Saturn in the 8th house, and having Pluto in the 5th house, is not about not-serious relationships. We want relationships of great intimacy.Here's my chart:[ATTACH]73865[/ATTACH]P.S. I love talking about Saturn more, and I want to add you as a friend if that's okay.</blockquote>

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