Hi everybody, it's my first thread here...
I'd like to ask you all if, in your opinion, I could be considered Plutonian. I am a Scorpio Sun, Mars, Mercury and Pluto, all in the 5th house. Have Saturn in the 8th house (also, could you explain to me what this difficult position would imply?). Moon is in Gemini and AC in Cancer.
Pluto aspects:
Pluto conj. Mercury
Pluto sext. Venus
Pluto sext. Neptune
Pluto trine S. Node
Pluto sesqui-square AC
Pluto quincunx Moon
Pluto quintile Jupiter
Pluto quintile Saturn
I battled with depression for many years, had a difficult adolescence and had to move 2 times to other countries because of my mother's job.
What would you say?
Thank you!
Mercury conjunct pluto can indicate that you like delving into psychological, occultic, mysterious stuff. But the pluto is not going to show up unless and if you have a hard aspect to sun, moon or ascendent. Perhaps even lumanaries(sun or moon) in the 8th house. However, some astrologers consider the quincunx to be a hard aspect. So I may be wrong.
I can see why people are fascinated with pluto and most people are because it's the planet of sex, tranformation, deep occultic wisdom and all that.
I honestly think the depression may be coming from some transit, or moon-saturn or maybe even moon rahu aspects. You also need to look at your solar progression chart.
But honestly all of that comes at a price. I'm slightly/somewhat plutonian(moon in 8th house opposite pluto), and I've always got strong reactions from people and have suffered through lots of emotional trauma. Not everyone likes me the first time they see me although my libra and taurus moon makes up for it.
I know another person with a stellium in scorpio. Girls are echanted by him but his family doesn't seem to like him very much. He entered into a toxic marriage very quickly, and stunted by deep emotions, he turned to gambling drugs and other negative comping mechanisms. I believe his infant son passed away as well. That was enough to throw him off the roof and now he's officially the negative manifestation of pluto. He may even have some guilt of not being able to save the child.
So themes of death, destructive relationships, family and society do not like you much, friends may be a little jealous or competitive, you barely have the capability to forgive, your mysteriousness can rub people off the wrong way and make way for some misunderstandings, and your inability to lighten up, open up and sometimes even give just make the lighter signs misunderstand you.
And if you are sexy, you don't always realize this as easily as libras, tauruses, and even pisces, and leos (perhaps cancer) does because you're not classically beautiful. And even if you are too attractive(I'm sure there is such a thing), be ready for jealousy and being treated as a threat from the same sex, and others treating you like that's the only good thing about you. At the same time, you yourself not realizing your sex appeal because of the natural insecurity that comes with this zodiac sign.