Squares from PLUTO and JUPITER could explain your drastic weight fluctuations.
With taurus as your sign sign, you are concerned about food.
Aquarius is your ascendent and Uranus is at 0*, retrograde turning your alturism to yourself.
Your moon is Square Mercury which shows us that you like to...
The Draconic chart is a representation of Karma you have amassed. So if the positions have not changed at all or significantly, your planets, their positions, their effects are likely to stay the same.
I associate Neptune with mental illness generally. But someone who has a Mercury-Pluto conjunction is always obsessed about "finding the truth" he does not have OCD. Rather my cousin who has Neptune aspecting his ascendent at less than 1* is the one that has been suffering from jarring OCD along...
The ascendent is an important part of a person's natal chart, it is the chart ruler.
It controls our physical appearance too.
But more importantly, the strength of a planet or point varies from peraon to person. I may have a weak mars so it would not be a big influence on my personality...
The first chart has all ingridients to be a murder victim(that said not all of you are going to be murdered who happen to have the same aspects)
, Mars Sq Saturn Violence from authority figures
Mars Opp Chiron Insecure with one's masculinity or physical strength.
Mars conj uranus- random...
Moon conjunct or in negative aspect to Dejanira
Pluto In the 4th conjunct IC
Pluto in a bad aspect to Moon sometimes
And the asteroid Child in aspect to Chiron or Nessus(abuse) or Dejanira(Victimisation)
Please submit your birth place and time, I need it for some research. Also tell me when(month, year) you encountered the abuse. If it is hurtfull, do not reply or do so when you are comfortable. This is meant to reinstate a personal experience. Many thanks.