I was so focused on how to post a very long relationship-related post here in the read my chart section, that I completely forgot to also post here and say hello to everyone!
I am really bad at keeping things short, without even noticing it I've suddenly written much more than...
I decided to give it a last try to show him what kind of person I am, who I can be, when Im not exhausted and just low on energy.
So I helped him. A lot. And put on a happyface. Pushed my feelings down under and believed.
During December, I helped him financially, cleaned for him...
I want to apologize for my english beforehand, Im a Swede and it would take a really long time for me to write this without any faults regarding the spelling.
It is a hell of a story and letting you people know the background of this relationship would crave an whole essay..