Yes ... I live in Los Angeles. There is a huge homeless crisis here. Mind you Im successful and working and I still can't afford rent!
I feel deeply pulled to do something about it... but to do something when homeless is tough... other than make an example of myself.
Thank you for sharing that.Yes Abandonment is a biggie.
In the last year since I posted this thread, I have been evicted twice and I am now facing homelessness.
Its a very dark time and my Chiron wound is open and painful. The need for a secure home to operate from is...
I have Neptune conj my ascendant and merc and mars square my moon. My sun is in the 12th house.
I understand how you feel. Ive touched on everything you have mentioned. The thing that truly saved me is my rich spiritual life and my career as a film composer and writer.
If you are...
Thank you so much R4ven,your input is invaluable!
So much to ponder here and I will re-read this and process deeply.
Yes..my Chiron return was a doozy...and things have been off since.
I know Melanie Reinhart's work. I have Barbara Hand Clow's book on Chiron. I think I need to re-read it.I...
R4aven... thank you for shedding light and helping to bring awareness,that allows me to connect the dots. I find the key to all this is hope,a powerful doorway to change.To let go of the idea,that my families drama and loss WILL be mine too.It WON"T.
Since I have the south node conjunct Chiron...
Hmmmm very interesting R4aven. Very insightful.
The only situation I am aware of in my mothers side of the family,is my grandmother was kicked out of her home when my grandfather met another woman and divorced her.I believe it destroyed her. She was living in a rooming hotel in Cincinnati...
In my quest for self understanding I am in search of advise on dealing with Natal Chiron in the 4th.
I have had considerable loss around my home, my whole life.My childhood home burned down, I lost my home in NYC due to the bombing of the world trade towers. I have recently been evicted...
I am trying to understand Mahadashas. I am currently in my Jupiter dasha for one more year. Its been a difficult dasha lots of ups and downs. I moved a lot! I am guessing it is because my Jupiter is in Capricorn?
Will my Saturn Dasha starting in a year be a better time...
I've been studing the links you sent . It is quiet complex. Can you give me your viewpoint on my dilemma regarding carreer and lack of money? Is there away to see when something will shift or what can I do to change the stagnation?
Thank you jupiterasc for jumping in and giving some guildence. I know very little about traditional astrology but am interested. I've iften wondered what a profection is? And what it means? So if thus last year has been 6 house issues. Is that why I have had very little work and no money?
I know amazing!
When I was studing with the composer , Jupiter was right on my north node in 10. I was also meeting the Hollywood elite.
When I made the money in 1994 scoring my first commercial. Jupiter was conjunct my ascendant / Mars neptune conjunction. Uranus was transiiting conjunct my...
In March 1991 I met one of the top film composers and started to learn from him.
I am meeting once again that same person hopefully for more assistance or collaboration would be ideal. Exactly when Jupiter hits the nodes.Funny I was affraid to reach out. Scared actually!
But once I...
I've come to understand if one is blocked, we may be stuck on our south node. Fearing moving towards the north node expression. It's easier to rest or become lazy on our south node. It's what we know. Moving towards our north node expression by house and sign and if any planets conjunct it, is...
You may be very right here. One thing I am aware of is the south node conjunct part of fortune and Chiron. I've never been able to understand what it means. But I have felt like I've held myself back from shining. I feel I need to push forward and take bigger risks and be seen and...
Oh wow. Didn't see the uranus square natal saturn too! Thanx for pointing that out!
I did notice a solar arc uranus conjuncting sun and thus squaring saturn as well. Lots of saturn uranus energy.
Have to find away to shift this. Perhaps Jupiter hitting the node? God I hope something!