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    Mars sq Uranus/opposite Saturn on my asc/dsc axis

    Hi, guys! Looking for other perspectives as I’m going through my first Saturn return during the Saturn Mars opposition. Saturn rules my 6th/7th and Mars rules my 9th/4th. With Mars in the first house hitting Saturnian speed bumps would this translate into me feeling ready to burst out into the...
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    Saturn has got me good

    So I’m feeling completely doused in heavy water here some Twenty Thousand Leagues under the Sea nonsense. From my chart you can see I have a decent touch of fire. This really helped me navigate my late teens and my early 20’s but these days all I do is feel like a victim. Dealt with transiting...
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    T. Saturn square venus, Taurus mc/sun

    Now I’m both inundated by the past, disappointed in my origins, entranced by it’s illusionary powers, and nostalgic for it. Something has changed in me. I feel limited to one lopsided part of myself and my natal chart. I feel stuck. Like I’m on a treadmill, speedily going dark places in my soggy...
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    Workaholism in chart

    Hi guys, My friend here is currently working 2 jobs and juggling three bands (two that are exceptionally successful). He's been like this since I can remember and while he complains a bit about it, I know him well enough to know that if there is a slot available he will find a way to fill it...
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    Will we murder each other in our sleep?

    I'm hoping that our unconscious desires for transformation and our love for that stubborn child that we both nurture and love in each other will help bind us together for the long haul. Once we get frustrated enough with one another, we start to get mad at ourselves for doing the same things...
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    Will we murder each other in our sleep?

    Definitely! It's hard though because I feel moderated alot. He is overtly concerned about what all of his friends think of him. He tries to control the smallest details and I'm another variable. I'm assuming a lot of that can be explained by his scorpio loaded first house and his sun square...
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    Will we murder each other in our sleep?

    So, go me I'm not another mopey sappy pisces on these forums posting about "finding the one" anymore. I've got my soulmate thankfully, and they're driving me up a goddamn wall. I guess this is another case of be careful of what you wish for because your disney prince/ss will fight you to your...
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    Is this connection unsafe?

    If you arent already over this thread would you be interested in generally describing what orcus and sedan mean/ represent individually? With these unrelated past experiences are we discussing what happened in the home/relationships with parents, or past lives? other? because we both have...
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    Is this connection unsafe?

    These statements were really useful thanks so much. I feel really taken care of by this person and in the past I've lost myself in these similar projections from my childhood. So this is really useful knowing the kind of person he is and the separateness from the conflicts I'm still dealing with...
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    Is this connection unsafe?

    Ive known this man for the last 5 years and from the chart you can see we've always been two magnets in a room but our timing has always been off up untill now. Ive never experienced this intensity with somebody and its a little intimidating. I really like this person because they remind me alot...
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    Is this connection unsafe?

    So theres alot of intensity between me and this person to say the least and Im not sure if I should feel comforted by our similar intensities or sketched out by them interacting. He and I's chart rulers are opposing one another, his pluto is tightly squared my asc, my saturn is messing with his...
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    Will this relationship be dominated by control issues?

    his 1st house pluto square my ascendant and opposite my sun (slightly loose orb) his sun in 10th opposite my Saturn in the 7th. and then also
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    Is this possibly a sour situation?

    The reason why this is important to me to discuss is because his ascendant is Scorpio and mine is in leo. It seems really significant
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    Is this possibly a sour situation?

    Lots and lots of Saturn connections here which I acknowledge as being good for commitment and stability but some are squares. Most alarming to me is his sun in 10th opposite my Saturn in the 7th. and then also his 1st house pluto square my ascendant and opposite my sun (slightly loose orb) Does...
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    Is this the chart of an art therapist for children?

    So I've been really taking the time to digest this aspect of my chart. Having my 8th lord in my 6th house is suggestive of my knack and attraction for/to psychology especially with chiron in the 12th. I'm learning to take my art more seriously these days now that i'm more aware of how big art...
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    No sex drive? Mars in the fourth? Saturn in the fifth?

    Sorry if I'm totally missing it here but how does the secrecy between he and his parents affect his and our ability to have a satisfying sexual relationship? Is it just the fear of being subjected to rejection emotionally? I dont feel like a catalyst, I'm ver encouraging of his emotions and...
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    No sex drive? Mars in the fourth? Saturn in the fifth?

    His parents did work alot, right now they have an obscene amount of money saved but despite their ages they still work and force Chris to work very hard too, even though he's gotten full ride scholarships. They realize he's poor but they make him pay back all the money needed for books every...
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    No sex drive? Mars in the fourth? Saturn in the fifth?

    Im sure the drugs he's on probably does effect our sex life but he has always had this issue with women, long before the prescriptions. I know this person carries alot of pain in his life but I'm as unaware as he is to what causes it aside from a really restrictive relationship with his...
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    No sex drive? Mars in the fourth? Saturn in the fifth?

    Thank you for bringing this element into discussion. I do know for fact that he has been in an spiritual institution a few times somewhere in his past. He is very "saint-like", and uses drugs as a means to attain enlightenment (and he has poor boundaries in doing so). He also tells me theres a...
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