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    I feel so alone and hopeless

    I thought that the North node shows a direction where the soul is going, but it is a long term goal and may not come up in current life or not in focus. I thought the main focus is the Saturn, but I dont really want to deal with family, I dont even know how and what to do with them and how to...
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    I feel so alone and hopeless

    Yes I think too much and do too little sadly. I used to like that Pluto-Mars position, but I think it maybe another reason why it is difficult for me to make friends. I express myself too harshly or forcefully at times and I dont always realize it. Also I maybe have anger issues but I never yell...
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    I feel so alone and hopeless

    I had a good childhood but I cant remember too much. My grandparents were alcoholics and my mom is also drinking but like with any other problems this is also swept under the rug. Another Neptunian thing besides lies. Yes I need peaceful home environment which I dont always have (thanks to...
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    I feel so alone and hopeless

    I thought the ascendant is just a mask and how other people see us and not a primary motivation. This is a new approach for me. The ruler is in the 4th house which means family. I dont really want to do anything with my family and I dont want to have my own family at least in a traditional...
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    I feel so alone and hopeless

    Hi all! Its been a while since I last visited this website but now I feel so down I ask you again to give me advice regarding my life situation. I try to describe it the best I can but maybe my charts give better insight of my problems. I've always been very introverted and difficulties with...
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    Will this year get any better for me?

    just forget it.....dont know how to delete it
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    I'm scared of my Solar Return chart. Anyone can help me with insight?

    Thanks for your reply. Yes, I considered that these dreams might be lies or more like they do mean something but not the literal meaning. I have prophetic dreams sometimes, especially when they are so vivid, but the interpretation is usually in the feeling I get when I wake up and not exactly in...
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    I'm scared of my Solar Return chart. Anyone can help me with insight?

    Hello everyone. I've been having nightmares the past few weeks in which always something bad happens to my family members, especially to my mom. I feel I have to prepare for it. My birthday is next week and I checked my Solar return chart and I saw chart ruler Moon is in the 12th house. The last...
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    Shall I take this job offer?

    Thanks for your reply. It is an office job, I would work with 3-4 other people. I'm afraid because of 2 things. I always have difficulties and anxiety in new situations and with new people and it usually blocks me and makes me look stupid. I feel lost and insecure, hard to explain. I'm always...
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    Shall I take this job offer?

    Can someone please help me?
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    What is your mars like and how assertive are you?

    My Mars is in Scorpio and conjunct with Pluto in the 3rd house. I'm very strong-willed but I'm not really assertive, I usually stay in the background and avoid conflicts. I used to be more "assertive", but many times I ended up hurting people so I try to think more before I open my mouth (it can...
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    Shall I take this job offer?

    I got a job offer from my sister's friend. It looks promising but I'm scared of the unknown. Thanks for your help.
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    Carrier change /moving abroad over 30

    Hi, I'm 31 and been very dissatisfied with my life, and the choices I made. I always thought my problems come from relationship issues, but now that I'm alone, I realized that I don't really have a bright future outlook partly because I'm not sure I'll be able to support myself financially and...
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    Shall I open up and tell him how I feel or shall I move on?

    https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?p=984932#post984932 In this topic theres our synastry and composite. He supposed to give me karmic lessons but I dont know if its worth the effort or this relationship would cause more harm to us
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    Shall I open up and tell him how I feel or shall I move on?

    Yes it is virtual but both of us are super invested emotionally. Im causing him sleepless nights and I cant focus on my work because of him. I know its crazy. I feel my life is complete since we started talking but no one else could make me so angry and anxious. I think he is important but I...
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