As regards your depression, it may be lessening. If I remember rightly, Jupiter and Saturn were in opposition at your birth, and they have been so again in the last couple of months. They are now moving apart. Saturn is responsible for looking on the dark side and Jupiter for looking on the bright side. It is good be be negative about negative things and positive about positive things. If the distinction between them fades, there are no longer any clear value judgements. In other words the combination may lead to indecision rather than depression, though indecision itself may be depressing. How are you sleeping?