As a Scorpio moon...What is your experience with your mother?

Hello, my moon is in Scorpio.
I was always does this to my mom growing up that I never lived with her I got took an away from her when I was seven and always tried to help her out because she never had her life together she has seven kids at five different people and she’s been gone for a year I can go on about all the support I’ve given her and all the money that I’ve helped her with since I have younger siblings I had to pick up a lot of slack but she took off about a year ago and left me and my siblings to take care of the young ones and I haven’t heard from her since I’m actually a little worried where she could be, but at the same time up I feel hurt by her.

How is your relationship with your mom?

My 4th house begins at 8 Scorpio and I have Moon at 12 Scorpio and Mars at 14 Scorpio square my 17 degree Leo ascendant and Pluto at 20 Leo. The conjunction in Scorpio is bad enough, but the Leo/ascendant square to it are just awful. Temper problems, mother issues, lousy home life, etc. It's all there! LOL