I'm 25
Grown up without a father or fatherfigure, had a difficult youth, was very shy, not popular. All started to change when i got older though, became more of the opposite, this year i finally finish university, it was a struggle but i made it.(i speak dutch)
Does this might have to do with my ruling planet being saturn?
My ruling sign is Scorpio

I've read so many bad things about having saturn as a ruling planet. Is it?

Sun: 36.2 ( 9) / 6.0%
Moon: 47.4 ( 6) / 7.9%
Mercury: 31.4 (10) / 5.2%
Venus: 59.8 ( 4) / 9.9%
Mars: 43.6 ( 8) / 7.2%
Jupiter: 49.1 ( 5) / 8.2%
Saturn: 112.2 ( 1) / 18.6%
Uranus: 62.9 ( 3) / 10.4%
Neptune: 45.7 ( 7) / 7.6%
Pluto: 94.6 ( 2) / 15.7%
Chiron: 12.0 (11) / 2.0%
Node: 7.0 (12) / 1.2%
Total: 601.7 / 100.0%

Aries: 57.4 ( 5) / 9.5%
Taurus: 12.3 (10) / 2.0%
Gemini: 11.5 (11) / 1.9%
Cancer: 30.9 ( 7) / 5.1%
Leo: 14.9 ( 9) / 2.5%
Virgo: 7.9 (12) / 1.3%
Libra: 48.0 ( 6) / 8.0%
Scorpio: 111.8 ( 1) / 18.6%
Sagittarius: 67.9 ( 4) / 11.3%
Capricorn: 101.3 ( 3) / 16.8%
Aquarius: 110.5 ( 2) / 18.4%
Pisces: 27.4 ( 8) / 4.5%
Total: 601.7 / 100.0%