i am a scorpio ascendant with 3 aspects to my ascendant a conjunction to pluto in the 12th house; a sextile to mercury; and a square to venus... I cant help but be attracted to women who seem helpless the same kind i want to give some well needed self confidence, and i cant stop talking which is my mercury some people like it some people dont, and my pluto makes me sabotage myself and also i was told that my dad wasnt my real dad at age 10 which really messed me up so thats a secret birth which is common for pluto in the 12th.

Also does anyone know anything about grand crosses because i have mars opposition moon, and a neptune, uranus conjunction on my north node and im not sure if my south node counts so i would have a grand cross or only a t square?